Confessions of a Broken Heart

2007-06-19T17:33:00.001+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION. BE BACK SOON

2007-05-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

10 DAYS

2007-04-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

The coconut trees stand tall and proud amongst the variety of exotic leaves and flora. The beauty that they possess mean so much to me, I hardly think of the unsightly insects that dwell amidst them. Sometimes, I find it hard to believe my luck to be able to stand right in front of them, to be part of this place, to be able to appreciate them. It is a garden in Taiwan, where my mum grew up, where I learned to ride a bike, and had my first rocking horse, where I learned to appreciate the people around me and the true meaning of unconditional love.

It was quite a while back, 4 years ago to be precise. My mum, brother and I were back in Taiwan to visit our relatives there. The weather was cold. Despite this, I felt a strong homey feeling, as if the Taiwan air had its arms around me in a big hug. The warmth I felt was beyond description. Our relatives exclaimed to us how much we had changed- my brother was taller and slimmer whereas I was plumper.

Back at home, our grandfather was waiting for us. The wrinkles at the edge of his small eyes were evidently showing and his lips were parted in a small- managed smile. I have never been big on expressing emotions, so I merely greeted him in Hokkien despite feeling extremely glad to see him.

He looked frail and thin, a plain white shirt hanging loosely from his shoulders and a pair of long black pants. I realised I actually missed him a lot.

The next morning started off like it had always, with me waking up to the familiar sound of roosters announcing daylight and the cool morning breeze. I spent the morning cycling loops around the garden with my brother, brimming with carefree joy. Our grandfather was sitting on his favourite rocking chair by the patio, silently watching. My joy came to an end when my mum hollered at me to climb upstairs to change out of my disgusting sweaty clothes. My brother was left downstairs on his own, in the silent company of my grandfather.

As I tried to change as quickly as I could, there was a loud commotion and I heard my brother shouting loudly for my mother. I finished dressing as fast as I could and rushed down to see what the commotion was all about. I remember the sight that greeted me so clearly. It was unpleasant and heart- wrenching. My mother was helping my grandfather up from the side of his toppled motorbike, at the same time, demanding for what had happened. Grandfather answered, his soft frail voice quivering at some points. He said he had wanted to go to the market to purchase some Taiwan tidbits for my brother and I, in case we got hungry from cycling all day long. My heart fell when I heard his words. He knew he was too weak to be able to ride a motorbike and yet tried to ride it for the sake of us. It involved so much risk!

My mum chided him and told him not to do that ever again. She parked his motorbike, which had been converted into a mess of metal at the back of the garage. I felt so bad. It was my existence that had led his motorbike to this state and it was all too late to change anything. It was this day that taught me the true meaning of unconditional love.

2007-04-15T11:25:00.000+08:00

High School Never Ends- Bowling for Soup

Four years you think for sure
That’s all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT!
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that’s just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
You’ll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom’s straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn’t matter if you’re sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She’s the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
Seen it all before
I want my money back!!

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who’s the best dressed and who’s having sex
Who’s in the club and who’s on the drugs
Who’s throwing up before they digest
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And I still don’t have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I’m pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

High school never ends

Here we go again

2007-04-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

I'm only writing this because i don't want to do homework. the homework are having a comfortable seat on my beautiful glass covered table, enjoying seeing me suffer. i haven't done any homework yet. 24 hours wasted and i can't get them back. call me stupid, because that's what i am.
deciding whether or not to learn how to bake a cake to celebrate my mum's healthy- living- on earth for her birthday. i know i should. to pay for my sins. i will be laughing hard while my friends run their 2.4km on 14 April aka mum's birthday. but that would be evil so i won't. they are my friends, whether they think they are or not. who cares? NOT ME.
i am, after all, extremely stressed because i have not done any homework, and peer problems can wait till, let's see... 5 years later, when i will never see my current friends ever again, since so many are friends with me for what i describe as " friends-for-benefits". whether its true or not, its what's shown on the outside. I'm not much of a mind- reader. and neither is any one else, or they will kn

2007-04-05T20:06:00.001+08:00

shepherd's pie. kill me

2007-04-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

Life is unfair.
its unfair i have the world's worst memory.
its unfair that my brain is shrinking.
its unfair that Justin Timberlake and Jesse McCartney don't come to Singapore.
its unfair that the stupid boys assume i am a sex maniac (by the way, I'm NOT).
this week sucks. log in to my life and you will know. everything sucks.
oh, and by the way, mayday sucks. ask my brother. its his fault i don't like them. stupid boy.
FRIDAY IS A HOLIDAY! CAN'T WAIT.
Music & lyrics- HG & DB
i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine. i've been searching but the sun refuses to appear. i've been looking for someone to last me through my night, not just someone by my side. i can make it through without walking back into my life. all i want is to find a way back to love. and if i open my heart to you, i hope you can show me what to do, i want you to help me start again.

THIS IS WHY I'M HOT - MIMS

Chorus:
This is why I’m hot(x2)
This is why(x2) uh
This is why I’m hot (uh)
This is why I’m hot(x2) whoo
This is why(x2)
This is why I’m hot

I’m hot coz I’m fly (fly)
You ain’t coz you’re not (mims)
This is why x2
This is why I’m hot(x2)

Verse 1:

This is why I’m hot
I dont gotta rap
I can sell a mill sell you nothing on the track
I represent New York
I got it on my back
And they say that we lost it
So I’mma bring it back
I love the dirty dirty
Coz niggas show me love
The ladies start to bounce
As soon as I hit the club
But in the Midwest
They love to take it slow
So when I hit the H
I watch you get it on the floor
And if you needed hyphy
I take it to the bay
Frisco to Sac town
They do it eryday
Coppin a Hollywood
As soon as I hit LA
I’m in that low low
I do it the cali way
And when I hit the Chi
People say that I’m fly
They like the way I dress they like (they like my) my attire
move crowds from side to side
They ask me how I do it and simply I reply

(Chorus)

Verse 2:
This is why I’m hot
Catch me on the block
Every other day
Another bitch another drop
16 bars, 24 pop
44 songs, nigga gimme what you got
I’m in there driving cars
Push them off the lot
I’m into shutting stores down so I can shop
If you need a bird I can get it chopped
Tell ne what you need you know I get ‘em by the flock
I call my hommie black meet me on the ave
I hit wash heights with the money in the bag
we into big spinners
See my pimping never dragged
Find me with different women that you niggas never had
For those who say they know me know I’m focused on my cream
Playa you come between you’d better focus on the beam
I keep it so feen the way you see me lean
And when I say I’m hot my nigga this is what I mean

(Chorus)

Verse 3:
This is why I’m hot
Shorty see the drop
Ask me what I paid and I say yeah I paid a ?quap?
And then I hit the switch that take away the top
So chicks around the way they call me cream of the crop
They hop in the car
I tell them all about
We hit the studio they say they like the way I record
I gave you black train and I did you wrong
So everytime I see them and they tell me that’s their song
They say I’m the bomb
They love the way the charm hanging from the neck
And compliments the arm which compliments the ear then comes the gear
So when I hit the room the shorties stop and stare
Then niggas start to hate rearrange their face
Little do they know I keep them things by waist side
I reply nobody gotta die
Similar to lil wiz coz I got the fire
(Chorus)

2007-04-01T14:28:00.001+08:00

i feel obliged to wish 2E good luck for NAFA!!!!! have a nice day.

2007-03-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

ignore this current ugly thing. the old 1 will be back soon. just need time. bye

2007-03-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

the naruto one was totally made for my brother. i wouldn't make a cartoon freak thing for myself. PS: does Jojo look dead?

2007-03-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

How Could You Lyrics

http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/How-Could-You-lyrics-Mario/A2FE380B7BE1D98948256F670009D274

[Verse]
It's kind of crazy babe, how I remember things (Like where you came from and how you had nothing)
I went and made you fly, put extras on your ride (Didn’t miss a birthday now you can't even remember mine)
You made it clear to me (You wasn't down for me)
(Love made me blind baby) but now I see
(You had things up your sleeve, don’t even lie to me)
I even heard it from your family

[Chorus]
How could you let somebody lay where I laid?
How could you give him everything that we made?
How could you call him all the names that you used to call me?
How could you, How Could You just forget about me?
How could you teach him all the things I taught you?
How could you put him up to the Ghetto Kamasutra?
How could you put me in the back and give him the front seat?
How could you, How Could You forget about me?

[Verse]
You must be out your mind,
You got alot of nerve (to think that I’m going chill after all the shit I heard)
I damn near carried you, I could've married you
Good thing I found out before I bought that 7 karat for you,
(I know your sick about) The way I found you out
(Go head and pack, get out) I hope he's got room at his house
You should have thought of me before you hopped in the sheets
Damn I can't believe that you did this to me, baby

(Chorus)

[Bridge]
Girl I tried to give you everything,
Can't believe the ways you repaid me,
Girl you had it all, but I guess my all wasn't good enough for you,
I've accepted it, and I ain't gone trip, girl I'm movin on
Sometimes I can't help but think that another man's gonna get the one that is made for me, Oooooooooo, yeah

(Chorus)

(How could you)
How could you how could you just go and lay there,
How could you how could give him everything (How could you)
How could you how could you call him names like that (oooooooooo)
How could you babe?
How could you babe? (How could you)
How could you how could you teach him everything?
How could you how could you put him to the ghetto kamasutra?

If you find some error in How Could You Lyrics,
would you please submit your corrections to me? Thank You.
Thanks to pigy727@yahoo.com for submitting the lyrics.

Review about How Could You

K33P IT RITE | Reviewer: Stephanie

ALL YOU PLAYRS OUT DER LEARN ONE THING IF YOUR IN LOVE WITH YOUR MAN OR WOMAN IF THEY TAUGHT YOU SOMETHING AND YOU'S MOVE IN TO DIFERENT RELATIONSHIPS REMEMBER THEY CANT TEACH YOU THE THINGS YOUR EX LOVERS TAUGHT U SO KEEP IN MIND DONT PLAY BECAUSE LOVE ISNT A PLAY THING AND IF YOUS WANNA BE CALLED ADULTS ACT LIK ONE AND DONT PLAY BEACAUSE ALL YOU GIRLS IF YOU WANT YOUR HEART BROKEN JUST GIVE TO A BOY I KNOW I HAD ONCE AND ITS NOT A GOOD FEELING WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE.
OK DATS SMUGIE HULLA BAC AT CHA L8A ALL U GALZ xoxo

Sweet ass song | Reviewer: evi

Shit this song is just straight up Nice, seriosuly it's fuckign fo every boi and gurl out der dat fucking go played on...including mah self...iight datz it holla back

THE BEST DANG LUV SONG | Reviewer: Anonymous

man this song is for all the playas and tricks who tried to run on around on their lovers and then them not say sumthin they taught yoou everything and then your gonna go and teach the person your runnin with

The crazy insane flat- faced freak with the world’s most perverted smile I have ever seen better pray that I never see him ever again. Yeah, I may be certified insane by Qiting’s board of Examinations, but I have never stooped to the level of shooting a perverted smile to an innocent school girl (aka. Me). I know I laughed insanely to myself while I was reading, but flat-faced-freak didn’t have to be so gross. I mean, like, if he were good- looking and all, why would I mind? Take a look in the mirror and try to ask yourself first: Would anyone freak out because I am so well, flat- faced? BECAUSE I AM AN UGLY GRINNING FREAK?

If only it was Brad Pitt who sat with me instead. Or Chad Michael Murray. Or Jesse McCartney. I wouldn’t even mind if it were Papa Roach really. At least they are hot, unlike some people…

haha. funny.

i realise that if i were to migrate to South America right this second, I wouldn't have anybody to grieve for the loss of me, or rather, i wouldn't miss anyone at all. maybe i should really move there and turn into a hermit, feasting on bananas and raisins everyday. fish fillet would do me good too. i suck.

2007-02-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

Lyrics to Ludacris Runaway Love

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1]
Now little lisa is only 9 years old
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold
Why shes all all alone and they never met her family
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with laughs--usually endin in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 2]
Little nicole is only 10 years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
Why shes not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step dad always wanna strike her
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she makin up excuses
Bleedin on the inside, cryin on the out
Its only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight til the end
Until one day lil stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook]
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 3]
Little erica is eleven years old
Shes steady tryin to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain
Cause shes havin sex with a boy whos sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks shes in love
So theres no protection hes usin no glove
Never thinkin bout the consequences of her actions
Livin for today and not tomorrows satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he aint ready for a kid
Knowin her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say shes about to run away and never come back.

[Hook]
Runaway love [repeats til end]

2007-02-12T19:25:00.000+08:00

my newest craze. its sooooooo nice. i have nothing else to say. Speechless. the veronicas.

Truly Madly Deeply - Cascada lyrics

(Originally by Savage Garden)

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do.
I will be strong, I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on

A new beginning,
A reason for living,
A deeper meaning.
Yeah.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

And when the stars are shinin brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven, then make you want to cry.
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty,
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest powers,
In lonely hours,
The tears devour you.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

Oh can't u see it baby?
You don't have to close ur eyes,
'Cause it's standing right before you,
All that u need will surely come.

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everythin that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain

2007-02-04T12:19:00.000+08:00

Artist: Justin Timberlake

Album: Future/Sex love sounds (2006)

Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it(uh)
Don't wanna talk about it(uh)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it(uh)
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
Yeah

Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now(on now)
Maybe I should do the same(maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby(baby)
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it(no)
Don't wanna talk about it(hm)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it(uh)
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
Yeah

What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't wanna think about it(no)
Don't wanna talk about it(hm)
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it(uh)
Feeling the blues about it(yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around(shoulda known better)
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around(now it's breaking my heart)
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
(what goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
(what goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, don't go away, back around
Yeah

Yup
Yup
Yup(let me paint this picture for ya, baby)
Yup

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get is a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it go without saying that should let the feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tell is always time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy
See..

What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)

Take it to em, J

Hey, hey, hey, hey(repeatedly till the end)

Haha
See
You shoulda listened to me, baby
Take it to em, J
Because
What goes around comes back around
Hahahaha
Ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

yesterday was dead boring. stupid hairdryer went bonkers while my mum organised a search party to search for my dad's missing pen, while miraculously turned out to be in his shirt pocket.
stupid brother keeps attempting to style his hair in front of the large mirror and pretending to be a model, doing different poses, thinking no one could see while i choked on my water watching him.
the wind is horrible and i can't go out. stupid homework. damn the tests.

we got swimming on thursday again and had to go through grueling exercises. its third day after and my legs still hurt, it sucks.
one of the guys was still covering his chest with his arms adoringly. he was probably
1. preventing any girls from drooling over him (not very possible)
2. sly enough to think of attracting attention to himself so that girls would be curious and realise his oh-so- perfect bod and drool over him
3. he is stupid enough to think he is not attracting attention to himself because he's gay

i think the 2nd guess is most possible. 3rd is possible too.

there was something on my face after swimming 6 laps. nobelle and weiting said there was nothing. maybe someone's poisionous mucuses was alive and crawling on my face, and of course you couldn't tell. EEEWWW. nononononononononononono.

YAY. tuition later. what a waste of money. now who is frederick already. he isn't that bad- looking, although i did insult him. xuexun missed a lesson but came again last week. he act mature again. stupid boys, they are all the same. ugly or not, they think they are cool.

2007-01-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

5 blisters in a day are enough for 5 people. why me??!!! computer going at snail-mail speed because of the scanning for viruses. by the way, this skin is viewed best in firefox. :D
shangming is seriously in need of a thorough haircut, its dandruff heaven really. God I hate people who keep talking about themselves its revolting and tiring. and bad first impressions. and mee goreng. and curry. and chicken. and i will never eat beef again.
your body would be empty without a a soul. the blog would be empty without song lyrics.

Artist: Bow Wow
Album: N/A (2006)
Song: Shorty Like Mine (ft Chris Brown)

[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuz
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find
Another shorty like mine
Baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
Search around the world but you will never find
Another shorty like mine, shorty like mine

[Hook]
You got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mine)
Cute face nice size like (mine)
Stay fitted hood wit like (mine)
Mean walk talk the talk
Let me tell you some more

[Verse 1]
I knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'
Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girls
On my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me down
I roll wit her know go wit it now Im'a grow wit it now I'ma go get her thas how
I got her don't be mad you can't get one hotta
Broke them up when they made lil' momma
I don't care what my niggas say she been there everyday for my drama
Some of the homies hate cuz they want her
Wish they the ones thas datin' my woman
Gone get a good look cuz she fine
And I don't mind cuz she mine

[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuz
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find
Another shorty like mine
Baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
Search around the world but you will never find
Another shorty like mine, shorty like mine

[Hook]
I tell my niggas that you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mine)
Cute face nice size like (mine)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mine)
Lean walk talk the talk
Chris help me tell them was up

[Bridge]
All this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to her
I don't care wat the fellas say bout it cuz I got somethin' to say bout it
Wat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' it
There ain't a price you can put on a girl who knows just what to say when
You need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else if
I don't know nothin' else I know

[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuz
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find
Another shorty like mine
Baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
Search around the world but you will never find
Another shorty like mine, shorty like mine

[Hook]
I tell my niggas that you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mine)
Cute face nice size like (mine)
Stay fitted hood wit like (mine)
Lean walk talk the talk
Let me tell you some more

[Verse 3]
I wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose her
I'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirks in that little skirt
Just for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dub
E-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit the
Right prize I'ma give it to her to the rhythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mind
You can't buy that and the sight of her behind when she walk on by
Make a nigga wanna try that she got the prettiest smile
And she gangsta keep me from runnin' wild
And I thank her and we can talk about anything
She got good conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patient

[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuz
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find
Another shorty like mine
Baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
Search around the world but you will never find
Another shorty like mine, shorty like mine

[Hook]
I tell my niggas that you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mine)
Cute face nice size like (mine)
Stay fitted hood wit like (mine)
Lean walk talk the talk
Chris help me tell them was up

[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cuz
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find
Another shorty like mine
Baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
Search around the world but you will never find
Another shorty like mine, shorty like mine

MR MUSCLE, HELP ME!
how lame. I feel like barging into the advertising company and telling them they suck. horrible. the mitsubishi ad is still relatively good. (i'm giving it face considering it has nice background music).
Yay! tomorrow can see Sec3 boys! how exciting. simply exciting. *vomits and manages to fill a black rubbish bag* GROSS. like them.

2007-01-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

HILARY DUFF- WITH LOVE

[Verse:]
I don't mind you telling me
What's been on your mind lately
I don't mind you speaking up

I know sometimes I can be
All wrapped up and into me
I can be in such a rush

[Bridge:]
Just slow me down
Slow me down
Tell me tomorrow everything will be around
Just slow me down
Slow me down
You're the one that keeps me on the ground

[Chorus:]
Baby you can be tough
Say enough is enough
You can even be blunt
Just do it with love love love
Tell me I'm wrong
That I'm just way too strong
Don't think I'd be crushed
Just do it with love love love
Just do it love love love love

just reminding myself what fools 15 year old boys can be because of what they did in Yuying. Frederick, handsome? Puh-lease. The teacher apparently has horrible taste in men.
Shangming is telling me about his pathetic loss against Changkat Primary. 44 to 17. it literally spells PATHETIC. oh, and his jersey looks like some Wushu uniform. Silk pants are way too long and I insist shangming looks awful in it. can't make him too proud of himself, you know.

2007-01-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

Unappreciated- Cherish

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 1:]

Woke up this morning and saw your face
And you didn't look the same as yesterday.
I got the feeling that you can't seem to see,
What you want to be.
And lately it ain't been the same at all.
When you're here its like I'm invisable
I still can't seem to see where I went wrong.
Cuz I'm feeling

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 2:]

Lately our house is not a home
You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone.
what am I to do
With my heart just leave
But my feet won't move
Today is our anniversary
But you haven't even say two words to me
I'm trying hard to give you another chance
But ooh baby I'm feeling

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

[Verse 3:]

Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lust
Now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it all through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That came from you
You made me feel
unappreciated

[Chorus:]

I'm feeling really unappreciated.
You takin` my love for granted, babe.
I don't know how much more,
I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
and lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.

Don't love me no more
Heeey wooo hooo
unapreciated.
I'm feeling unappreciated

2007-01-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

this skin is perfect for this thing. haven blogged for a longggg time.
stupid bingle dissed me on friday. he shall have to die. what is A-P anyway? because i didn't want to join tables with the guy next to me.
let me tell you a (stupid true) story.
once upon a time, a stupid teacher made me sit with a stupid guy. i had a creepy feeling at the seat and felt uncomfortable beside him. mainly because he was 1. ugly. 2. disgusting. 3. ugly.
What's more! the stupid guy was RIGHT-handed but just HAD to put his bag on his LEFT (next to my SKIRT).
right-handed but puts his bag which he reaches in to get his books out of on his left.
In addition, he diggs his nose and flicks the boogey onto MY table. he stretches many times a day with his two arms spread on our tables and legs spread out under the table. so much for personal space!
As he reaches into his bag which is next to my skirt, or rather, more specifically, under my skirt, and makes a point to look hide his head under the table (my table) to get his books. this happened an innocent few times until I spotted him looking under my skirt. (innocent little me didn't wear pants underneath at that time). the first time I thought it was accident, but after the 3rd and 4th time, I confronted him, which anyone guilty would deny instantly. and so, i went to the fucking teacher.
me: that stupid boy has been looking under my skirt for many times. i want to change place.
teacher: no, go back to your seat.
I wonder how she would feel if a guy was peeping under her skirt!
End of story.
Epologue: Qiting was later changed to a worser place 6 months later which is, another story, another time.
______________
i shall now explain what this has got to do with me not joining tables.
1. the other bag is on his LEFT (right- handed)
2. spreads out like above pervert
3. i just don't feel good sitting there, mind you, although this one is not pervertic.
_________-----

let's go on, to our next issue.
Will we get our organisers another day late adding on to the errr... 3 weeks?

2006-12-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

2006-11-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

18 Nov 06 (night)
Every time you take a plane, there is this uncomfortable stinging sharp sensation in your ears. Perhaps ‘sensation’ isn’t the word to use but, I mean, who cares? Well, as a perfectionist for the English language, I do. Yeah, irony! You sing. Whatever. Anyway, the pain sucks. You are supposed to suck in your saliver to ease the pain, or ‘breathe’ with your ears. Never heard of it before huh? We just boarded the plane in noon, and the in- flight dinner was revolting. Literally. I usually adore in- flight food, but not this. Guess this good experiences don’t always come. Sometime, we will have to get used to imperfect stuff, no matter how ‘perfect’ you think you are.
Shangming and I just played with our 9 year old cousin. She said she missed us and stuck to us like a leech. I mean it. Literally. But not in a bad way. I am not mean okay? Just horrible in expressing things. I won’t take the blame in this. Blame it on the genes. Anyway, my wonderful laptop gave us 3 hours of entertainment on the plane. Its just, so nice. Its my computer after all! I expect all my electronic devices to be good. A hand phone with only two functions which are calling and SMS, or no phone? I will rather have no phone. I mean, a lousy phone? That will be like, so not me. An electronic device geek+ lousy phone? No way! That is like, so damn contradicting. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention the two new dogs. They are soo noisy. But pretty cute.

(dogs climbing up on each other as if having sex)
Me: what do you think they are doing?
Brother: huh?
Me: obviously having sex.
Brother: (to Taiwan cousin in Mandarin) which dog is male and which is female?
Cousin: both are male. (in Mandarin)

Me and Shang ming obviously cracked up. 2 male dogs? Having sex? 1 word- RIDICULOUS! Well, if you don’t find it funny, its only because you weren’t there. It was funny. So we laughed. And eventually, I came up to listen to music. Its 11.02pm now. Bye. (that’s Taiwan AND Singapore time) J

hello.

oh, you must be thinking " oh no! and i thought qiting would be gone for 3 weeks! now she suddenly appears out of nowhere! oh God! how did this happen. i am pissed!"
let's see,
the plane crashed but i survived and was sent back to Singapore and is now able to use the computer again?
or.
i didn't go AT ALL?
or.
give up.

the countryside has UPGRADED! now there is INTERNET. yeah. in my aunt's house. our average day: wake up. ride bicycle to da4 ma2 lu4 to buy breakfast which consists of dan4 bing3 and a glassed bottle of chocolate milk with a free toy. :) total cost $1. 75.
then do assessment books. OH, what fun! very. i love taiwan. the food! the bicycles! the stray dogs! real hens and "CUCKOO"s in the morning topped up with birds chirping and houses from like 50 years ago? love this place!

not going online. no point. this will be last post until... unless i feel like blogging. pictures next post!

anyway, class chalet is on 18, 19, 20 DEC!! i would totally be back unless i went to thailand or malaysia, but I AM SO NOT THERE.

2006-11-13T12:54:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged for a loong time. and guess what, i actually DON'T CARE! oh, God, what is becoming of me? anyway, i have iTunes, cakewalk, Quicktime player, Firefox now. So, my time has been all spent on these stuff.

summary of my dumb week:
i actually played BASKETBALL with my stupid brother and dear father. they kinda coached me together, like we take turns to aim the ball into the stupid fishing net material "basket", and they gave me tips. I officially suck at this stupid game. I do, considering the fact that in my entire life, i have only got 8 balls into the basket. it used to be 4, mind you. so, i suck. yeah, i admit it. F.Y.I, i only shoot the ball into the basket with only ONE hand since the other is a complete failure. if you are someone who can always get the ball in with 1 hand, congratulations, since neither me nor my bro can.

and, i found out that i improved in badminton. HURRAY! stupid neighbour can shut up now. i won a match. hahahaha. now he wants to play basketball with us, saying he and my bro will teach me, and whatever. oh, and he said the basketball match was to be girl VS boys. and yeah, i am the girl. GGRRRR... stupid idiot. i shall boss them around for the rest of their lives. hahahahahahahahaha. evil me.

anyway, i got an extra point because aaron lim, with a couple of girls trailing behind him for no particular reason, happened to walk by, and agreed loudly that i should get an addition of points due to me being a girl. wow, so kind of him. yeah right, the only thing he has ever helped me before was to bully my brother. wonder what they've got against each other.

BRITNEY SPEARS, I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE SMART. YOU WERE SO STUPID, but you are forgiven. KEVIN FEDERLINE sucks, and you did a really good job of embarressing him. " I WNT 2 DVRCE U" so cool. you should have added some more hurting stuff. i would love to see him weeping on TV and Youtube. hahahhaahaha. it pays to be evil to suck jerks. he probably made used of your popularity to boost his own. didn't work though. HAHA. as a fan of yours, your next album is a sure- buy. :D

according to some website, my ideal careers are:

Architect
Artist
Business strategist
College professor
Computer programmer
Mathematician
Neurologist
Philosopher
Photographer
Video game developer

excuse me, i don't see myself as a teacher, however nice the name sounds like, nor a VIDEO GAME DEVELOPER. i don't see myself creating a demons- killing game, with the players pretending to a stupid superhero, saving the world from evil monsters who are out to destroy the world, with a stupid machine that might just help to destroy the world instead. what is a neurologist? let me get this straight, philosphers are mainly geeks/freaks, which i have no interest in becoming, so are mathematicians.
i am so going to change my blogskin. eewww. i hate this word: blog. it sounds like a... nevermind, whoever you are, you DO NOT need to know.

2006-11-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

YOU MUST CHOOSE.
(adapted from youmustchoose.com)

1. You are going to have some thing inserted into you ass and there is nothing you can do about it. What will it be?

a. A cock (penis, dick, shlong, pecker, weener, male chicken).It could be your dads, brothers, best friends, stangers, or teachers cock. But most likely it will be the cock a Catholic priest in your area (a Holy Cock).

b. A cute furry hampster

2. Should I sleep with my girlfriend's....

a. sister.

b. mother.

a. Randomly once a year for 24 consecutive days, you break a rib a day, until all of your ribs have been snapped and your thoracic cage is no longer capable of protecting your heart and lungs and cannot support your shoulders. You also poop your pants twice a week.

b. In both of your arm pits there are vaginas with sharp pointy teeth that constantly have yeast infections and try and bite you whenever you attempt to apply ointment to ease the intense itching and burning.

4. You've had breast augmentation surgery (a boob job), and it didn't go well. Which would you prefer?

a. They are actually saggier than before and look like grapefruits inside of old sweat socks.

b. No nipples.

www.youmustchoose.com >

end. sorry. there are many many more. go to the website if you want. its pretty sick. oh, note to you, i did not write/ invent/ make up those. I AM NOT THAT SICK. its just sharing. you know, like you see something good and you want your friends to see too? yeah, something like that. you can thank me anytime. (kidding)

2006-11-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

oh, fine. i am stuck alone in this stupid creepy house. my mum went down for a "short chat" with her dear friend and hasn't appeared yet for an hour and a half. oh, wonderful right? it would be wonderful. if there were none of those creepy scary noises which somehow was made somewhere in this house. i am alone in my room with the door wide open in case a ... thief/ghost/demon/satan trys to come in, thinking there is no one at home. truth to be told, i am damn scared. stupid place. stupid chat. stupid. stupid. stupid. i don't watch tv, so i can only hear music blasting out of my best friend, the stereo. oh god, i am not meant to be stuck alone at home. i am not lonely, but its just DAMN STUPID. i AM SO NOT HAVING COFFEE CHEESE BREAD FOR BREAKFAST AGAIN. i am getting tired of it. ggrrr...

JESSE MCCARTNEY - WE CAN GO ANYWHERE

Slow down
Things have been a little crazy
Right now
Its time to get away
You can find out
What it is youre really after
Time is on our side
Cmon were leaving everything behind

[Chorus:]
You know that sun is shining
Well keep driving
Doesnt matter where
Cause we got that open highway
Leading our way
As long as you are there
We can go anywhere

Breakdown
All the pressure that surrounds you
Allow it all to fade away
We can move on
Looking in the rear view mirror
Wave goodbye
Cmon were leaving everything behind

[Chorus]

Were gonna be so far gone
Some place we aint never been before
Find a new favourite song
Well end up right where we belong

[Chorus]

Come with me everything will be alright
Movin on cause were leaving it all behind

2006-11-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

UPDATE!!!!!

NEW!!!!!

HOUSE OF Condom?!!! EEEWWW???

2006-10-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

i finally got windows media player to play the Jesse McCartney disc the way i wanted it. the process was slowed down by the hopeless macromedia flash player thing which was supposed to be "helpful", but apparently isn't. GGRRRR... i went to xiaxue's blog just now and she had done this really cute comic of two of herself talking to each other. cute or not, its sttiiilllll funny. i wonder how she did that.

1 MORE DAY TILL THE 1st OF NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY. we are supposed to BE HAPPY!!! but guess what, it is a holiday too long. i mean, an extra 2 weeks?!! what for?!!!! once you add up all the crappy cca time wasted... i reckon the 2 weeks would be gone already. A BAD NEWS. horrible. saddening. depressing. depression-causing. killing. death- causing. happiness-causing. anger-causing. waste of precious time.

i asked the woman at the SEMBAWANG CD shop at Junction 8 whether JOJO's The High Road was available, and...
she said... " It hasn't been released yet"
me: when will it be released?
she: wait. i help you check ( flips through a stack of paper)
she: err... i am not sure.
me: will it be released like, 1 month later, or next year? (thinking that she was clueless)
she: errr...

wonderful huh? now i have no idea when i can get the album!!!!!!!!! AMERICA GOT IT ON 16 OCTOBER!! SINGAPORE? SINGAPORE GETS IT AT AN UNKNOWN STUPID DAY?!! TOTALLY UNFAIR! i mean, she has fans in singapore too! how can she make us wait soooo long with the fact that america has gotten it already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT FAIR. oh well, life is isn't supposed to be fair... *frown*

Right Where You Want Me is Jesse McCartney's second studio album, it was released on Tuesday September 19th, 2006 in the United States under the Hollywood Records label. The album have just reached its first Gold in Taiwan.

Track listings

Normal edition (JESSE MCCARTNEY- RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT ME)

"Right Where You Want Me" –3:06
"Just So You Know" – 3:54
"Blow Your Mind" – 3:11
"Right Back in the Water" – 3:26
"Anybody" – 3:21
"Tell Her" – 4:00
"Just Go" – 3:38
"Can't Let You Go" – 2:46
"We Can Go Anywhere" – 3:35
"Feelin' You" – 3:25
"Invincible" – 3:43
"Daddy's Little Girl" – 5:15

2006-10-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

hi, y'all. i took the whole day to make this skin, so APPRECIATE the fact that your eyes are still working to be able to see this freakin' skin. Be glad. thank your parents for your eyes. PRAISE THE LORD. after all, it was He who created eyes... *wink wink*

if you think this skin sucks, feel free to email me and tell me:

where it sucks
how to improve it
who the hell you are

oh yeah, you will of course need my email- qiting93@hotmail.com
there you go...

this skin started off as 5 white lines on a black background. but as you can see... the lines have somehow transformed themselves.

had a boring day of: waking up, switching on radio,walking around the house like a zombie because it was too early, staring into the air, breakfast, computer till noon, bible study, lunch+ dinner, computer again... till... God-knows-when.

three lines of words can describe a day's activities. Don't you find this fascinating? soon it will be time to sleep, and the goddamn cycle starts all over again. :D
i saw... angel-equavilant Jesse McCartney's newest album at the Bishan Junction 8- Sembawang?(a CD shop). oh, the feeling of seeing it... ohhhh... imagine how it will feel to own it... i am SOOO going to buy it.

looong day tomorrow. i shall disappear now...

2006-10-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

"THURSDAY JUNE 29TH

Second last day of school. Free periods nearly all day. It was great at first but I must say I was getting bored with playing cards, charades, hangman and ludo, so when we had English last thing and Ms Conner told us she would be reading some poetry to us and I was almost relieved.
That is, until the subjects of the verses became clear. They were all what Ms Conner described as 'Vagina Monologues'. Couldn't believe it! Some mad females wittering on about their private parts. Was so embarressed.
Ms Conner said it was important to redress imbalance of this hitherto phallocentric society. Yeah, right. Can't we see guys writing monologues about their private bits, for God's sake.
G sniggered, Chris looked uncomfortable, and even the unshockable Stephanie was a bit taken aback.
According to Ms Conner, these monologues were all about female empowerment. Empowerment, my arse. All us girls skulked out of the class feeling like walking vaginas.
Thank God there's no English tomorrow."

if you are interested in continue reading this.. erm... good book, its title is "My desperate love Diary" by LIZ RETTIG. *wink wink* FYI, the small note at the back of the book says " NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNG READERS". this brings me to say that i am not a porn freak, i just loved the cover design, and just had to borrow it.
GTG now, 'free' internet connection never lasts long...

2006-10-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

YES THAT IS THE MOST WONDERFUL GUY SINGER IN MY CHARTS!!! GIVE IT UP FOR JESSE MCCARTNEY!!! YEA!! he rocks. nothing is going to stop me from buying he and jojo's newest album. hilary duff's comes out next year in feb i think... it was supposed to come out in november this year but...

today was that damned EL performance. the audience were good even though they laughed excessively. wait. some music is causing some distruption my ears. WHO THE HELL SANG CHASING CARS???!!! OWN UP NOW!!! oh yeah, i forgot, whoever he is, he didn't tell me to prepare for this totally sad, sad, slow stupid long song. oh, yes. its SNOW PATROL. the guy on the radio just reminded me. Thank you.

let me continue. so we had a run and after break, make- up. YEAH, SHADOWS NEED MAKE-UP. DUH. AS IF. shadows don't need make-up. but suprisingly, qiting the shadow and natalie and charlene the shadows had to wear make-up. FUNNY HUH? i seriously haven't seen MY shadow wearing make- up. then again, it was a performance. and a performance is a performance, and no matter what, we had to satisfy the audience's starvation of entertainment of the day. whatever. it was boring. i have nothing to write

dunno why i always make the same mistakes. the same ones over and over again. from primary 6 ever since that...
nevermind. its sad to bring out this sort of weird stuff. seriously, if you ask me to name my ex-classmate's full names, i won't be able to name you any. its like * SNAP> LOSE MEMORY IN A YEAR*. any TA-DAA, EVERYTHING GONE. but the genting trip that went wrong last year, it wouldn't escape my mind.
ITS ALL THAT OVER-CHARMING-TOPLESS guy's fault. HIS FAULT. WHY did he have to bring my childhood friend into his room, with 2 other half-naked guys.
NERISSA YOU BITCH. HOW DARE YOU?! HOW DARE YOU?! we tried to help you. A GIRL IN A HOTEL ROOM WITH 3 HALF-NAKED GUYS. WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN?

actually, nothing happened because your dear roomates rushed into the guys' room without any warning, before anything could happen, and guess what, THEY WERE FORCED TO STAY IN THE BOYs' ROOM TOGETHER WITH YOU. THOSE STUPID HALF- NAKED GUYS! AS IF THAT PLUMP ONE HAD ANY MUCH OF A FIGURE ANYWAY. nothing happened. we watched tv and didn't sleep. YOU ARE THE CULPRIT. and YOU NERISSA, became a total bitch, scolding us because we had to interfere with YOUR MOST PROBABLY-ALMOST SEX with a GUY WHO HAS A GIRLFRIEND. THE OVERLY-CHARMING GUY HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND YOU DARED TO MESS AROUND. I COULD HAVE SLAPPED YOU.

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BITCH. BITCH. BITCH. BITCH. BITCH.

2006-10-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

MY PHONE!! HEAL YOURSELF YOU @#^%$^*$%!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't want to use my father's phone!!! I WANT TO USE YOU!! GET ALIVE, BABY!!! QUICK. before i suffocate and die.

i do not like using my dad's handphone AT ALL. it has none of me in it, just feels like the man himself. as if i dare to ask for a new one. i totally would if i want to die now, of lectures on wastage of money and days of getting scolded, playing piano like the world's least possible next beethoven... i am currently mustering my courage now. i will ask when i eventually collect enough. courage. IMPOSSIBLE. somebody kill me. i don't dare to do it myself. :( sadly.

today was damn boring. sun1 wu2 kong1- that animated- crazy- fool of a monkey who enjoys calling himself a saviour or hero of some kind, is horrendous and @#%$&$ idiotic, providing hours of boredom, with the power to turn hundreds of happy students to sullen, sad, sad people. can't the organisers think of a topic more exciting of a story to tell rather than a story about A STUPID BONEY MONKEY WAVING A LONG STICK AROUND in attempt to kill people or creatures.

my legs were ready to collapse from that monk- praying-like seating position. it sucked. GROWING CHILDREN NEED MORE SPACE. you know, so that their legs can ACTUALLY GROW. like the old-age china ladies, who had to wrap their feet in a disgusting manner to keep their feet disgustingly small and tiny. by seating like that, we are, in a way, trying to stop ourselves from growing because of being binded by the small space of air binding us.

tomorrow is thursday, promotional day, A HOLIDAY, AND GUESS WHAT? THERE IS CCA! DAMN THE CCA. 9AM TO 4PM!!!! I WAKE UP AT 12PM ON HOLIDAYS. COUNT THE HOURS I WILL SKIP SLEEPING!! and 4pm???????????!!!!!!! what the heck do we need 7hours for. i am stage manager and will probably spend those hours sitting away in sad agony. i shall bring all my FEARLESS library books tomorrow. i don't need anyone to wake me up half way through CCA. at all.

( FEARLESS is a book series, not books which are fearless. even with an IQ of only 20, you should know that. i sympathise with you if you have lower than 20) i heard this jessica simpson song a few times just now... its repeating but not that bad. i am a fan of hers and anyway, they are below for your seeing...

Lyrics: Jessica Simpson - I Belong To Me [Artist Lyrics]Album: A Public Affair
Lyrics to Jessica Simpson I Belong To Me

Oh yeah
It's not that I dont wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I dont want to have you in my life baby
it's just you gotta know that its got to be right baby
before I open up my heart to you
I dont need somebody to complete me
I complete myslef
nobody has got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
I gota let you know before I let you in baby
that who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I dont wanna be here with you
I do
I dont need somebody to complete me
I want you to know I give all my love but
I'm not givin' all my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yeah
Love don't mean changin who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be
nobody has got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two,
and if your gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me

it's just you gotta know that its got to be right baby
before I open up my heart to you
I dont need somebody to complete me
I complete myslef
nobody has got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
I gota let you know before I let you in baby
that who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I dont wanna be here with you
I do
I dont need somebody to complete me
I want you to know I give all my love but
I'm not givin' all my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yeah
Love don't mean changin who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be
nobody has got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two,
and if your gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me

2006-10-16T16:24:00.000+08:00

dunno if mungyu noticed this morning when she got on the bus, that i had been crying. no, i did not have a mood swing or something. it was my mum scolding me again, early in the morning, 5 o'clock. a perfect way to start the perfect day huh? very nice. i can think of a gazillion better ways to start off a day. 3 pieces of potato chips? a brownie? a chunk of chocolate? a cup of milk? a totally absorbing book? i can name 10 in my dreams. you will just have to wake me up.

HEADLINE NEWS : A GIRL FROM A CHINESE SPEAKING FAMILY WITH A TAIWANESE MOM FAILED HER CHINESE COMPOSITIONSSS. DOCTORS CURRENTLY INVESTIGATING THE REASON.

yes. that will definitely make headline news, or maybe tianqi's news of A CHINA GUY FAILING CHINESE? either one. equally interesting, and hilarious.
THAT IS SO UNFAIR!
WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST MARK STRICTLY FOR ALL COMPOSITIONS SO THAT WE KNOW OUR STANDARDS, NOT SUDDENLY MARKING SO STRICTLY, AND NOW CAUSING CONFUSION???!!! HOW CAN YOU DO THAT? DO YOU HAVE NO CONFIDENCE IN YOUR STUDENTS AT ALL? if you had failed me during the normal practices and perhaps told me the reasons, i could have passed!

i hate failing, and i hate getting 50+. i hate admitting failures. i hate blaming people for my failures. i hate exams. and i am beginning to hate many other things. i hate being the one to have my mum's anger thrown onto. i hate losing things. i hate my brain, and my forgetful ways. i want to change. i want to remember everything, perhaps become more organised. i have gone through so many lessons, made so much mistakes. i should change, for myself. i want to venture to somewhere new, meet new people, run away from this pathetic past, present. i hate this place.

a nightmare which turned out to reality. a mistake from many other mistakes. my phone. my old phone. that spoit due to my forgetfulness. my bus card, gone for dunno what reason. my awfulness, imperfection are getting back at me, aren't they? life sucks the ways it is. i think i have done enough damage in this world. my life needs to come to an end. but i am going to change all this. i want my forgetfulness to leave me, i want to go to new place, start life all over again. then perhaps, perhaps i can live till my life goal of 40?!

got to go now. piano lesson is yelping for my attention.

2006-10-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

i am really upset with my EOY results. i dropped so so so much in my favourite subjects. i got unexpected results for subjects i suspected a lot that i would fail.
here are my horrendous killer results so that you don't need to ask me face to face and sun4 bian4 tell me your high marks, okay? i don't want to know. just want to compare with myself...
english= paper 1 sec B: 21/30
= paper 2 sec A: 8/10
sec B: 13/20
math= ( A TOTAL MISERY)
= paper 1: 36/42 ONLY! crap marks
= paper 2: 33/50 EVEN WORSER> HOW PATHETIC!! maths is my best subject actually.but...now...
science= mcq: 25/30 YAY!!! my only so-so result
= biology: 13/30 YES I FAILED>
= chemistry: 16.5/30 ALMOST FAILED
= physics: 19.5/30 SUPPOSED TO BE EASY but...
geography= 72.5/100

tomorrow is RV open house. it shall also be one of the most boring days of my life. first rocket launching demostration, then the IDIOTIC WASTE-OF-TIME crap thing.
the truth is i don't really like my cca, its like... the cliques are really... too obvious. i am in my own clique. i am the leader. my clique consists of me, myself and i. that's about it. actually, i would rather go for a cca which lets me learn something for every minute i am there, instead of sitting around doing meaningless things.

i want a short life. so time is precious. that's why i think time is more precious than money. i want to know, to learn something during curriculum time. i want to know things. computer games, poker cards... AT LEAST something can be learnt. the art of cards. the wonder of how games are created!! how many people who say they love computer games ever wonder how those games are created? my guess is not many. my brother definitely doesn't. obviously not. know- nothing- twits.

my point of today's post is actually to scold a particular bitch i am very, extremely, unbelievably angry and PISSED WITH. BITCH, I THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I HATE YOU. YOU SUCK. YOU SUCK. YOU SUCK. YOU ENJOY SUCKING YOUR OWN BEAUTIFUL PERFECT NIPPLES. A-HA! BITCH. HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH ME?! THIS IS A LESSON FOR YOU TO LEARN. NEVER MESS WITH. IF YOU DO WANT TO, OR DO NOT MIND, I SUGGEST YOU PREPARE YOUR COFFIN. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, I MIGHT ADD.

bye bye. i shall continue your insulting tomorrow. TA-TA, BITCH! "SWEET" DREAMS, lucky baby

2006-10-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

today was really boring. i failed two things for EOY. good thing i was prepared. biology and math paper 2. i am not depressed or anything. this is called being MENTALLY PREPARED. and i am wonderful in getting myself to be that, so no shocker over there. tomorrow we will probably be getting our L.A, Chinese, the rest of math paper 2 results back? i am so dead.
i need to score well. correction.
i WANT to score well. correction.
WHO DOESN'T?
the suspense is killing me. might as well get over this agony as soon as possible. i want to wait no more. it is depressing.

whenever the package of lousy results is flung into our already heavy load, there is one point to consider. HOW THE HECK DO WE RELATE OUR FAILURES TO OUR PARENTS. they never understand. in other words, i'm dead. one way is to just spill the ass and surrender to your saddening fate.

today chinese teacher so fierce. scold me and simin for whispering!!! teachers aways say they can stand whispering, this is SO contradicting! i lied to her. actually we weren't really discussing about how we were going to surrender and die... boring boring boring.we were supposed to listen to a debate on the history of china. as a not-very-approving person of china, WHY WOULD I WANT TO KNOW ITS HISTORY??!! that's lame!! totally lame.

whatever. i mean, i don't listen during chinese lessons. then again, DO YOU?
i am crapping, so this english is so atrocious to a level that i am about to puke. so to prevent myself from puking, i am signing off for now...

2006-10-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

i just got scolded by my mum. you can imagine my wonderful mood now. she went
"you are so irresponsible. remember to...^$%*&^%$#..."
"i can't wait for you to get married. then you will stop bugging me with your irresponsible lazy computer- magnet geek attitude." (i translated this. excuse my lousy translation. i'm not much of a bilingual kid)
and the rebellious me went
" you keep telling me not to have a boyfriend or whatever. how do you expect me to get married?"

she laughed and i ignored her. I MEAN, I WASN'T JOKING OR SOMETHING. I WAS BEING SERIOUS. WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK I AM KIDDING WHEN I AM SERIOUS AND THINK I AM SERIOUS WHEN I AM KIDDING?????!!! WHY?!

i admit it. i AM lazy and irresponsible but can't she just stop the crap? YES, I AM LAZIER, STUPIDER, UGLIER, FATTER AND MORE BRAINLESS THAN HER. HAPPY NOW? YOU CAN COMPARE ALL YOU WANT. I WONDER WHY I DON'T GET TO COMPARE YOU WITH OTHER MOTHERS!

today another bad thing happened. i am really tired of this already. life sucks the way it is. i wonder why some people want a long life. LONG LIFE MEANS LONG SUFFERING ON EARTH. GEDDIT? my dad's boss did a very irresponsible bad thing. i don't know how to describe it, so i use this word- bad. seems to be the best word so far. DON'T TRUST bosses. my dad's boss blamed my dad for all the losses of the company just because he had no one to put the blame on and that my dad was one of the managers in charge of the china workers.

I MEAN EXCUSE ME MISTER, MY FATHER HAS BEEN WORKING DAY AND NIGHT FOR THIS STUPID COMPANY SO HARD AND YET YOU BLAME HIM FOR YOUR LOSSES. JUMP DOWN, YOU ASS! HE COMES BACK AT MIDNIGHT AND LEAVES HOME EARLY IN THE MORNING. THE OVERTIME TOTALLED UP IS PROBABLY EQUAL TO THE TIME YOU PROBABLY SPEND IN THE OFFICE FOR A WEEK. WAKE UP, YOU SHAMELESS BALDY CREEP!!!! HE CAME ALL THE WAY BACK FROM THAILAND, SACRIFICING HIS HIGH-PAY JOB FOR THE FAMILY... AND YOU???!!!

my dad was right to resign. you need him more than you think. YOU WILL REGRET BLAMING HIM. better resign with his pride kept intact rather than being scrutinised by you, huh?

you can see how lowly you are. no matter your rank, you are still a lowly freak

i am not exactly a professional at saving money and using money wisely too. God, help him please.

2006-10-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

http://www.blogskins.com/info/112310-- MUST GO. NO, YOU BETTER GO!! OR ELSE...
kidding. i made this skin and am extremely satisfied and ecstatic! so go check it out!!! now!!! but only 6 people downloaded it. but i don't care. i love it!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! thank you huixin for helping me!! i was like asking so many things and yet you were patient enough. i am really glad to have a friend like you. thank you so much. :) * wink wink*

haha. anyway, today was an uneventful day. i just hung around in my room making the skin while chatting. my poor computer is damn tired and pissed? with me. i just when to blogskins.com, and am so touched. ok. i am EXTREMELY TOUCHED. so so so touched. no, i did not see a touching blogskin or anything. what i saw was not only very cool, but warm and nice. like a friendly message. its really good. :)

don't guess what it is. i don't want to say. :) i am a newbie.

shit. i just remembered i deserted my neopets account. i will definitely go back later. its so fun. :)

i know what this place is missing. SONG LYRICS!!!! LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED, BABY!!!
I'''MMMMMM COMING ON SO YOU BETTER GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!
GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!!
GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!
GET THIS PARTY STARTED ON A SATURDAY NIGHT
EVERYONE'S WAITING FOR ___ ME TO ARRIVE
I WILL LOOKING FLASHY IN A MERCENDES BENZ...
ooooohhh.

I WANT A PORSCHE!!! #@%$^%##@% a PORSCHE.
I WANT A HEADLESS PORSCHE
WIth STEREO
WITH TV
WITH MP3 PLAYER
WITH LEATHER SEATS
WITH BIG SPACE TO STRETCH
WITH PERSONALISE THINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE

sorry.... i was dreaming... haha. oh, my TEMPERATURE IS RISING.
YOU BURNING HOT-A!!
YOU GOT MY TEMPERATURE RISE EL- NIN- YO
YOU TALK STAY-ON OLD FASHION...
I'M WORKING TO MY PASSSSIIIOOON!!!

ok, at least that is how i interprete that song as. i am going bonkers.
IS THERE SOMETHING I HAVEN TRIED?
I NEED RAIN RAIN!!
I'M BURNING UP IN HERE!
RAIN ON US!!

WHOA- NIN YO!!!!!!!

laalaalallaallaallalalalaalalalalalalalala

i played piano for more than an hour today and it got me pissed. its boring and sweaty. i can never appreciate piano music. its difficult-almost impossibe for someone like me who likes rock music to enjoy. difficult. i totally forgot to go to the library again. I NEED MY LIBRARY... books. i NEED BOOKS. I AM STARVING FROM THE LACK OF MY-ESCAPE-FROM-REALITY. i need another fantasy to indulge in. looking for one, baby!

I JUST WANNA LIVE!!! OFF THE LIGHTS AND LIVE IT!!!

shut up, qiting

2006-10-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

this is sooo stupid. i hate tagboards.
i am going to try make another picture. pray for me that it will be sucessful, ok?

2006-10-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

top 3 male and female names

guys:
1. jason (isn't this name HOT HOT HOT!!! or what?)
2. jesse (this is a cute one) :)
3.i feel like putting jeffrey here. so here it is. JEFFREY.

whatever.

girls:
1. lindsay (sexy name LINDSAY LOHAN ROCKS. SHE HAS 100% GREAT TALENTS!) (i was going to say figure. but... save it for another time... ;))
2. camillia (felt like putting it here)
3. ashley ( so sweet. guys can be called this too. if they think they are cute and girly enough)

2006-10-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

today's PSS was DIGUSTING. why did the teachers say that the school discourages students from getting into a relationship. (boy and girl), so WHY THE HELL DID THEY ALLOW THOSE FREAKS TO TORTURE US LIKE THAT, PARTICULARLY ME! WHY?!!! WHY?!! I HATE THAT GUY AND CAN NEVER ACCEPT HIM FOR WHO HE IS! WHY MAKE ME HOLD ON TO THE SAME PIECE OF STRING AS HIM?????????????!!!!!!!!!!! I was half crying and vomitting AT THE SAME TIME. i hate this life. why can't people just get on with their own lives and stop pairing me up with members of the opposite sex?????? especially people i hate or just people who i treat as a normal friends.
I EMPHASISE ON ESPECIALLY PEOPLE I HATE. PLEASE STOP PAIRING ME UP WITH PEOPLE I HATE. F.Y.I, THIS "HATE" IS REALLY SIMPLY PURE HATE, NOT THE DEFINITION THAT YOU LOVE THIS PERSON SO MUCH YOU HATE HIM. NOTE THIS.
ever heard of letting nature take its course (or is it cause???)????????

YOU CAN SAY I AM AND LOOK LIKE HIM OR FAT OR WHATEVER. I WILL HATE YOU FOR PUTTING HIS NAME AND MINE IN THE SAME SENTENCE, MENTION IN THE SAME SENTENCE. I HATE HIM AND WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM. GET MY POINT NOW?!

no matter how horrible my brother is, he is still a gazillion million billion trillion... times better than this ugly disgusting etc etc person. i may dislike my brother so much i even put my display name as "anti- brother" in msn, but at least i talk about him, which shows i don't like him but still accept that we are related. for the disgusting person, i don't even admit he exists.

THIS IS HOW MUCH I HATE HIM. AND THIS IS THE LAST POST HE WILL EVER BE MENTIONED. I JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THE TRUTH AND STOP STARTING THESE STUPID BRAINLESS IMMATURE RUMOURS. I HATE THEM. STOP IT.

I HOPE I GOT MY POINT ACROSS

2006-10-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

if you were from kong hwa and was in 6/1 last year. A HUMONGOUS WARNING TO YOU. watch your back. don't walk along dark allies. although this will not work if you are one of those little sexy bitches who enjoy showing off your oh-so wonderful-boobs. guys you are not spared as well. especially that not-albless badminton player. girls might just come and get you. watch your backs, you disgusting sexy beasts...
all theses warnings are because a particular wonderful beautiful sexy babe who decided to put our class photo in the class website.

2006-10-07T14:32:00.000+08:00

me again. i am really really bored now. i just scolded that vulgar, dirty- tongued, girl- crazy, disgusting, act- cool, think-himself-as-suave, horrendous, in- love, womaniser otherwise known as my infamous brother. that asshole actually switched on my babe and started playing maple. I HATE HIM. DID I GIVE HIM APPROVAL? NO!! THIS IS MINE AND HE HAS ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT. i threatened to put passwords on both the user accounts of my computer and uninstall maple. guess what? that BASTARD-RASCAL-WOMANISER-GIRL-CRAZY-UGLY-DISGUSTING-FREAKO talked back, which i politely interpreted as "GO AHEAD. DO WHAT YOU WANT" and so the pissed-off me did.

I THINK I DESERVE A PLAGUE FOR BEING ABLE TO SURVIVE LIFE WITH HIM LIVING UNDER THE SAME ROOF.

every single day, he begs me in a forceful way to sign him in into windows messenger for "no possible reason" when the real reason is to check whether YUKE, HANNAH, YUHAN OR SHANISCA is online. he is like so nice to them. and the way he treats me? i am like the person he can take advantage of, his servant, his shortcut to get to his girlfriend using my phone... etc. HE SHOULD PAY ME.

here is something most of you guys out there don't know, so read carefully.
KONG HWA SCHOOL IS A LOUSY SCHOOL. THE PUPILS THERE HAVE HORRENDOUS ATTITUDE. THEY START HAVING BOYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS AND FIRST KISSES AND FIRST DATES AT THE TENDER AGE OF 10.
INFLUENCED BY THEIR SENIORS, THEY START TO ACT COOL, LIKE COOL HAIRSTYLES, GIRLS START WEARING BIKINIS, BOYS SPEND MORE TIME OF THEIR DAY STARING AT THEMSELVES IN THE MIRROR THAN GIRLS, THEY START TO REBEL, TREAT MEMBERS OF THEIR OPPOSITE SEX SO SO SO POLITELY AND NICELY TO ATTRACT THEM TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM. this relationship thing is getting out of hand. I AM THIRTEEN AND MY BROTHER IS ELEVEN. HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. somebody please tell me what is going on with people nowadays!!!! when i was 11, i only treated boys as if they were my girlfriends, NOT as a kissing and making out partner!!!! EVEN THIRTEEN IS TOO YOUNG. DID I JUST MENTION 11????????!!!!!

some parents should at least control their children.

give them a phone only in secondary school
give them less freedom
read their msn chats
read their emails

MY ABSOLUTELY 100% WONDERFUL BROTHER HAS TONS OF MESSAGES IN HIS EMAILS CONFIDING WITH OTHER GIRLS ABOUT HIS BOY-GIRL RELATIONSHIP. he smses messages to his girlfriend ON MY FATHER'S PHONE, and does not delete them. my father knows nothing about them.

my mum used to always tell us that if we were to have a boyfriend or girlfriend before we hit 19, she would chase us out of our house. ALWAYS!!! and a particular brave little boy just couldn't bear with life without a girl to hold. he had to break the rule and his wonderful sister-enemy found out all about it on her father's phone. but what did the mother do? NOTHING. NO SCOLDING, NO CHASING. COMPLETELY FORGIVEN AND now they have such a happy time together. IS THIS FAIR???????????????

2006-10-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

hey. no time no see. i was on a hiatus after this babe got confiscated by my mum "for my own good". i mean whatever. maybe a little good. i managed to study without staring at my computer because of the simple fact that IT WASN'T THERE.
do me a favour guys, help me comment on my this blogskin-- click on the names of my blogskins

- jojo
- hilary duff
- chad michael murray

i made the images myself. thank you thank you.

i hate my stupid brother. he has been sitting beside me begging for me to sign him into msn. as if i want to help him!!!! its disgusting, the way he stares at my computer screen at whatever i am doing at all my converstations!!!! he keeps entering and re- entering the room to evade my privacy.
i mean parents are like a controller who attempt to ruin lives. my mum took away all my privacy. she took away my bedroom door knob so i can't lock myself in my room and allows my bastard brother to enter my room whenever he wants. YOU TELL ME. IS THIS FAIR? i can't do anything without anyone watching.
OH. HOW LUCKY I AM. IF A MURDERER WOULD ENTER AT NIGHT INTO MY ROOM AND I GET KILLED, YOU CAN BLAME YOURSELF FOR TAKING AWAY MY DOOR KNOB AND ALLOW HIM TO OPENLY ENTER MY ROOM WITHOUT THE SLIGHTEST OF DIFFICULTIES. i would be laughing at you grieving over my pathetic death. i want to die early anyway. i don't want to see myself age and become an old fragile woman. NO WAY.

.luckily the music i listen to are not controlled. i used to be banned from hearing songs with a single word "love" in it because my brother the bastard would complain " mummy, qiting is listening to love songs". now that he himself has had so many boy- girl relationships and listens to much more songs with the word " love" in it, he has stopped.

my writing has deproved and i hoped it will improve. i am pissed so the writing is like shit. sorry for the boredom.

2006-09-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

i dun understand. WHAT THE HECK IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SPRING AND AUTUMN BESIDES THE DIFFERENCE OF THE PRONUNCTIATION OF THEIR NAMES, SPELLING OF THEIR NAMES, AND TIME OF YEAR THEY ARE AT????????????????????????? I, for one, have no idea. really.

whoa. this stacey orrico song is driving me crazy. I LOVE IT TOO MUCH. i can't last without hearing it at least 5 times a day. i am crazy now. very. STACEY ORRICO ROCKS. she does. so all those out there, if you dun like english music, at least try to appreciate the wonder of stacey orrico, thank you very much. lately, i am getting busy. very busy so i sleep late and then sleep in the morning before assembly, and did not copy homework. see? i am such a good girl. * applause* oops. i am very very very happy today. I NEITHER FAILED NOR GET THE LOWEST IN CLASS for physics. i am elated, esctatic, jubilant, joyful, cheerful, happy, glad and last but not least... STRESSED. and i am crazily typing over here.

... change the subject. tomorrow is going to be another boring day to look forward to. i have realised that boys are horrible and i don't understand why girls can even stand most of them.

firstly, they like to act cool. a humongous problem in singapore society. they think that if they are cool, girls and more popular boys would like them. SO WRONG.those brainless people. it only makes people hate you.
secondly, some crazy ones like my brother go goo-goo-gaa-gaa over some ridiculous girls. those pretty, little fake gentle ones. THAT IS SO OUT OF TRACK. don't you realise you are crushing on a plastic surgery bitch out there? CLEAR YOUR MIND. THINK AGAIN. some girls ARE NOT worth it. don't be stupid and so dumb to fall into their " i am so pretty, so gentle" ... but so fake trap. A KIND WARNING TO ALL GUYS OUT THERE. girls can be evil, scheming, jealousy- overtaken, or too too too in love with you.
thirdly, which is the last point, when you you like a girl, ( YES SHANGMING THIS IS FOR YOU), never be afraid to admit it. after all, its SO normal to like a girl, unless you like a guy.( i find this unusual, and... well,... gay) people ask you to admit you like her. since you really do, say so. i mean, so that you can come clear with everything. DON'T BE STUPID... YOU MIGHT HAVE TAKEN A STEP WRONGLY. and you usually won't expect a girl to tell you what she feels about you because she expects YOU to do that. stupid brother, geddit now??? I HOPE YOU DO. YOU ARE AN UNSUCCESSFUL GUY IN THE GIRL BUSINESS...

2006-09-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

Your Icecream Flavour is...Chocolate!

You are the all time favorite, chocolate! Turning white kids black since the 1800s. Staining carpets, car seats, and bed sheets for centuries. One thing is for sure, you will never go out of style. You can't go wrong with chocolate!

2006-09-13T18:51:00.000+08:00

I sounded happy? in the previous post. but, no, I'M NOT.
IN FACT I TOTALLY REGRET COMING TO SCHOOL TO DAY. BASED ON THE NUMBER OF SICKNESSES I HAVE, I TOTALLY COULD HAVE GOT AN MC AND NOT GONE TO SCHOOL.

2006-09-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

THE BOOTHS ARE BEING CONSTRUCTED NOW!!! YAY!!!
hari raya is coming and now there are booths being set up all over the place but nothing has really started.
IMAGINE THE FOOD.
IMAGINE THE CHEAP MUSIC CDS WHICH ARE CHEAP BUT NOT PIRATED.
IMAGINE THE CHEAP HANDPHONE ACESSORIES.
IMAGINE BOOTHS WITH THINGS HAVING "I WON'T BURN A HOLE IN YOUR POCKET".
and they won't. from burgers to silks, THEY GOT IT!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!

as if i am allowed to buy anything. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH...!!!! but nevermind, i always have had fun looking anyway.

tomorrow i think i can present my maths thing. i had a coughing attack in class during chinese just now. thanks to my wonderful itchy throat. and now my voice is all coarse and weird and i sound like how i sound when i am still awake at midnight after waking up at 5am in the morning.
but tomorrow i should be better. although i have been getting sicker thanks to the slight fever i am having now which is coming and going again and AGAIN,
oh, thank you throat,
thank you lungs,
thank you kidney,
thank you stomach,
thank you respiratory system,
thank you nervous system,
thank you whatever is making me feel unwell at the moment.
OR AM I THINKING THE OPPOSITE?

i can't see the doctor. 1st of all, what is the point? i hate liquid medicines anyway. the clinic is CLOSED. its is opened from 9am to around 4pm. i reach home at 4pm earliest.

IS MY CHINESE NAME- my "qi", di4 er4 sheng1 or di4 san3 sheng1????

2006-09-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

ENJOY

2006-09-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

OH FINE. I BLOGGED JUST NOW BUT DUE TO CERTAIN UNFORSEEN CIRCUMSTANCES, THE ENTRY WAS GONE AND CANNOT BE REVIVED.

2006-09-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

STEVE IRWIN

seriously, i think he is quite lucky to die young and doing something he loves. however, turn to the last page of life/ the straits times, his widow is having a rather hard time, and on the third page i think, is an article critisising writers who are "happy" Irwin is dead.

I LOVE STEVE IRWIN. and i trust he is watching over his kids and wife right now. GOOD LUCK TO THEM.

2006-09-09T09:35:00.000+08:00

the newest update on my haven aka personal space...

2006-09-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

OUCH. car crash. leaves a big hole in owner's heart... and bank account...

COMEZ 2006 ROCKS THE HOUSE DOWN. it rocks. ALL THE NEWEST LAPTOPS, NOTEBOOKS, CAMERAS, PRINTERS, iPODS, you name it...

2006-09-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

I went to www.gallery.oh-hilary.com and chose the pictures i like most. here they are...

LOVELY, AREN'T THEY???
Here's a bonus 1 to all hilary haters although i LOVE her, a not very nice looking hilary picture...

ANGRY

2006-09-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

I KNOW, I KNOW, to those who hate me out there, yeah i am lame, I ACTUALLY REALISED!! so ignore me and carry on with your life!!!

I AM SO DEAD. I admit it. i don't listen in geography lessons...
so kill me!
i mean, i like our geography teacher, but no matter how interesting her lessons are, i don't think i can be made to listen. Geography is soooo not my thing. but i am NOT prepared to fail geography, even though there is a high chance i will. i am trying... i am trying... YEAH I AM TRYING... but not succeeding. tomorrow, i will keep this cute little notebook INTO ITS CARRIER BAG AND NOT STARE AT IT AS I DO MY HOMEWORK.
repeat: I WILL NOT LET IT DISTRACT ME!!!

OK. i give up. as if i can bring myself to do that.

geography, geography... PLEASE MAKE ME LIKE YOU!!! i can't cope with you anymore. i don't understand a thing no matter how hard i try. Its to such an extend that i ACTUALLY LIKE BIOLOGY which i failed more than i like you. PLEASE! PLEASE!! i am so totally begging...

WOW WOW WOW!!!

single WOW
double WOW
triple WOW!!!!

first of all, i WOW because OH MY GOD!! BABY SURI IS TOTALLY TOTALLY TOTALLY DAMN CUTE and BEAUTIFUL.

Second WOW because i hardly did any homework today and there is cca tomorrow!! and tomorrow is ... taaaa daaaa ... FRIDAY!!! END OF WEEK.

HOMEWORK NOT DONE:

geography article review 1
geography article review 2
maths presentation report
maths oral presentation ppt
flash project
flash assignment 2
flash assignment 3
flash assignment 4

IS THERE A 5???

third WOW goes to huixin. she did a totally cute TATTYBEAR blogskin.
i dunno what is TATTYBEAR but the blogskin is nice!! okay, fine, its WONDERFUL!!! I need to put up an advertisement * PLEASE VOLUNTEER TO TEACH ME HOW TO DESIGN NICE BLOGSKINS!!!*

Ha, if you have seen the ones i designed and put up in www.blogskins.com, go to my june archives. THEY SUCK. but i like the picture. FORGOT TO PUT COPYRIGHT!!! damn me...

Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You Lyrics
Album: Beautiful Awakening

Oh, Oh
I’m not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that it’s over
What else could it be _____
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
CHORUS
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time it’s different
I don’t even feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you
It’s a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn’t I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
Chorus x 2
No I can’t be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I can’t keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when it’s right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone else's life
(But) I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I’m not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone (I used to hate it)
Oh different, oh feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you
I’m not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me (knockin' at my door)
You might have had me open
But I must be going because (it's the best day of my life)
I know I’m usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
Oh different, feel the distance
I’m not missing
I’m not missing you I'm not missing you (oh baby)
I'm not missing you
I'm so over you
It ain't even a problem

2006-09-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

OH GOD... I haven't updated for such a long time. by the way, the person mentioned in my last post, you know who you are. it is already EXTREMELY obvious. the characteristics, the way you act... IT IS YOU AND YOU KNOW IT. yeah, so if you want to show your hatred for me, go ahead, seeing i am already showing my hatred for you. FAIR. OK. enough of that.

NEXT WEEK AT AMERICAN TOP 40, POWER 98, JESSICA SIMPSON, THE DIVA OF ALL TIME IS HOSTING!!!!!!!!! I SO WILL NOT MISS IT. she's got a really clear, nice voice.

Ooops, i sound like an advertiser...

Finally, now me and that ass brother i have don't need to fight for a computer anymore. ITS PEACE AGAIN in my home. so, yeah, get used to seeing me and my bro online at msn at the same time...

Now, i am starting to learn a totally new agenda... GOTTA LEARN JAVASCRIPT. it sounds difficult. i doubt i will become good at it. Well, better then not knowing at all...

here are some pics i made with photoshop a LLLOOOONNNGGG time ago, but i figured i should post it... *makes this place look nicer*. they may take a long time to load, but... its worth it...

2006-09-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

i am so damn moody now. i am getting tired of that fucking flirtatious asshole who thinks she is so delicate, so nimbe, oh so wonderful and has leadership. I HOWEVER THINK SHE IS SUCH A FAKE. remember seeing a pale but kinda pretty woman with soulful eyes and plastic surgery? she walks down the street and says "hi" to just about everyone she sees. she knows them. some of them give her a smile then turns away to avoid punching her.
i would be one of them. but some simply worship her. like that old woman on the street. SENIORS...

you get the idea. but i really wonder. what is so good about her? her stupid "pity-me" large eyes, or her thin body ratio 2:2:2 figure? she just is overly confident, and sometimes that isn't good.

so to this ass flirtatious asshole:

you might want to just get on with life. STOP THINKING YOU ARE WONDERFUL. you think you have brilliant acting skills. stop contradicting with the truth. you ARE A FAKE. and that is what most people see of you. you are transparent, so damn see- through.
we can see through you. and we know one of your best points is that you are a horrendous actress.
YOU ARE NOT POPULAR.
YOU WERE PRETTY. but we know now. inside, you are ugly, and that is what matters...
YOU DON'T HAVE LEADERSHIP,
YOU JUST THINK YOU CAN CONTROL.
but although you CAN control. somehow, i am going to end all this, you know- nothing- twit. i hope you are reading this right now. i want you to know i hate you. i can tell you are already suspecting i don't like you. SO WHAT? i want you to know that I REALLY HATE YOU. by the way, this is not by the theory that you love this person so much you hate him/her.

YOU SERIOUSLY NEED PLASTIC SURGERY. desperately.
in fact, you should get one right now. to change your thinking of yourself.

i am not going to tell you to "go and die" or " jump down".
i would prefer leaving you in this world to suffer. YES! SUFFER. aren't i cruel?

so don't die okay?
from: your "friend"

2006-09-01T15:25:00.000+08:00

i gave this pic to the teachers for teachers' day... CAN YOU SPOT THE COPYRIGHT??

like it??? gimme ur comments... thanks

2006-08-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

THIS IS HILARIOUS. click thIs link. its from youtube... CLICK HERE
IT IS for the paris hilton- Stars are Blind Video... no kidding. dun believe you try...

2006-08-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

check this out. it is too good. TERRIFIC, IN FACT.

2006-08-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

my new phone pouch. VERY EXPENSIVE RAW MEAT at sheng siong. i found it gross so i took a photo...
COFFEE? CAPPUNCHINO? NAH. JUST A MIXTURE OF HERBS. it tastes worser than it looks..
GOT HEART???

2006-08-20T12:54:00.000+08:00

HILARY PUNK'D

2006-08-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

you will never guess what i am doing right now. so i will say it anyway. Yeah, i am so totally listening to the stupid getai downstairs. i mean, do i have a choice? at the maximum volume? yesterday was the crazy man holding an auction downstairs, now these CRAZY women. For goodness sake, some people have work to do up here and THEY NEED TO CONCENTRATE instead of hearing your high- pitch nerve wrecking singing.

i wanted to turn on my STEREO to its MAXIMUM VOLUME, but my mum said outside is already noisy enough and she doesn't like rock songs i listen to. TALK ABOUT LIFE THAT SUCKS MAN!

Yesterday i went to mungyu's blog and saw this interesting thing. she descriped her impression of every single person in class. GUESS WHAT? I AM 2 PONYTAILS! AHA! Actually, i think its supposed to be called pigtails... but nevermind, ponytails sound nicer anyway. * grin*.

oh. yeah, another thing to add. I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH RIGHT NOW! SO IF YOU THINK I DO HAVE ONE, THINK AGAIN!!! I AM SO OVER HAVING CRUSHES. THEY ONLY DESTROY YOUR LIFE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

2006-08-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

from huixin's blog.
#o1; How tall are you?
1.52 m...

#o2; Curly/Straight/Wavy Hair?
i want it curly. but its kind of straight, pisses the hell out of me.

#o3; Pure Singaporean?
don't think so

#o4; Do you eat veggies?
OF COURSE!!! they are so damn delicious, man!

#o5; Do you know how to play any sports?
NIL. DON'T ASK

#o6; Do you eat fruits?
ORANGE, PEACH. AS LONG AS ITS NOT PAPAYA OR DURIAN, FINE WITH ME.

#o7; Do you know how to play any instruments?
i GIVE UP. piano sucks

#o8; What time do you usually sleep?
depends on what i am doing

#o9; What time do you usually wake up?
5.05am on weekdays and 12pm on weekends

#1o; Do you smoke?
not now anyway...

#11; What kind of beverages do you usually drink?
soya bean, lemon barley, ice lemon tea, peach tea, milo.

#12; Do you take drugs?
nah, not even medicine. just herbs. GROSS.

#13; Do you watch wrestling?
IF ITS ON T.V

#14; Have you ever been in love?
haha. if i had been or am, my mum will kill me.

#15; To whom?
NIL.

#16; Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
ur problem?

#17; Do you entertain suitors right now?
GO DIE. dun have suitors ask for what? CRAZZYY...

#18; What's your fashion style?
DEPENDS ON MY MOOD.

#19; Do you have a crush?
not now. i am getting tired of boys already.

#2o; Who's your number one crush?
wun say. i mean, who would? last year.

#21; What's your shoe size?
dunno.
#22; What's your favorite brand of shirt?
depends

#23; Do you daydream?
in school during lessons mostly

#24; What's your favourite fairytale?
eeeewwww.

#25; What was the last thing you ate?
japanese rice.

#26; Where would you like to go?
LOS ANGELES

#27; What do you think of hot dogs?
DELICIOUS, MAN!!

#28; Do you wear t-shirts?
what else can i wear?

#29; "Things" people do that bother you
alot?

#3o; 5 items you love
1. computer with internet
2. my table with stereo
3. my music CDs
4. T.V
5. magazines on US entertainment

#31; Who always makes you smile
people who can make me laugh easily

#32; Worst subject?
biology

#33; Favorite subject?
Language Arts

#34; Who makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time?
my computer. when i angry with it, heart beats fast. happy with it, heart beats slower.

#35; What do you hate most in a relationship?
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#36; Describe your crush
NIL
#37; Did you take a bath already?
LATER

#38; What makes your head turn in the opposite sex?
good looks.good figure.

#39; What turns you off?
things that piss me like bitch EUNICE LEE.

#4o; How many kids do you want to have?
zero, that's for sure.

#41; Who do you miss right now?
jesse mccartney

#42; Have you lived in the same house since you were born?
nope.

2006-08-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

i feel like dissing rob thomas today.

rob thomas...
1. has a sissy voice
2. is not good- looking
3. i just don't like him...

ying xue is so anxious about the dance thing. something about presenting on friday i don't know. so we were trying to communicate with our group members just now... to get... no response. Except for from our wonderful tingxiang.

i shall forever be shocked and wondering why yingxue is so damn brave. She telephoned a guy- house number. i can never do that. i don't dare. What if his mum answers " hey, looking for my boy? yeah? what you want to tell him?" ???!!!
i will be so shocked and die on the spot.
and if the sis or bro answers, it will be worse.
" yeah? you my brother's girlfriend is it? you have love message i help you pass to him."
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know because i do that to embaress my idiot for a brother...

2006-08-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

THANKING EVERYONE FOR TAGGING :-)

2006-08-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

yeah, just back from my 10 day long hiatus. lfe is tough without this beloved computer. guess i will have to apologise to it for having called it 'stupid' before. ;-) ha.

to make this clear, EUNICE LEE IS NOTHING BUT A FUCKING BITCH!!! note that i don't say these two words very often, so yeah, i am PISSED 100% with her.

tough 10 days without the computer but with tons of music...

DOING TOO MUCH ------ Paula Deanda feat. Baby Bash
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
See you got me all alone
Waitin right here by the phone
For you to call me,
Just to here
Your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even
Feeling me, I keep on wondering if
This was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy
You showing me no sign, is it cuz u on
Ya grid, cuz your always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through
All i can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way u make me smile I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy
The way I feel about myself cuz I have self-esteem, sometimes I
Wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
[Baby Bash:] Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha
Just leave ya name and number
And I'm gon holla at cha Ronnie Ray all day
Women in the hall way,
Ev day losing track of the people tryna call me
Don't take this the wrong way,
I been havin long days, doing it, moving
Round the town wherever I'm getting my song played
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me I'm doing too much
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
I'm leaving messages and voicemails
Telling you I miss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Why you tryna diss me
When I just wanna kiss you
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Tell me what's the issue
Who I give these lips to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
This is turning into
Something I ain't hip to
Baby am I doing too much (too much)
Doing Too Much

i'm gonna change this blog song to the above song. i am getting kinda tired of just like a pill.
so much has happened this week. to mungyu and simin: QUIT IT! ITS ANNOYING AND I DON'T LIKE YOU TEASING LIKE THAT!!!!

i am doing a list now... THINGS YOU MUST KNOW ABOUT ME ( or the opposite, your choice)

1. i don't like teasing especially those like ' you like ______ right?? ' ______ means guys... ANY GUY . this sort of thing got me into some sort of dispute last year. don't ask.

2. I HAVE A BAD TEMPER.

3. I like peace and quiet unless it is music or noisy classrooms... you get the idea...

4. I HATE MY BROTHER... which i hope everyone knows.

5. i hate studying

6. i love western music too much and western celebrities.

7. I HATE EUNICE LEE AND SIEN VANCO AND THAT DISGUSTING PERSON FROM THIS YEAR WHOSE NAME I WILL RATHER NOT MENTION CUS IT WILL POLLUTE MY BLOG.

yeah, YOU SIEN VANCO. NOW I HOPE YOU KNOW.

8. many many more which i will say next time.

________________________________________

URRGGGGGHHHH . My mum is cutting my dad's hair. hair is flying all over the place. HAVE TO BATHe LATER. now they are nagging me to do my homework, specifically, CHINESE. have i ever mentioned how much i hate that subject? it pretty much sucks.

' have you done your homework? chinese?'

the alarm rings from about half a metre from me. shoot. thought i could play some computer games.
gggrrrr... they should consider a professional career as naggers. we could become millionaires in a week!!!!!!

2006-07-23T19:08:00.000+08:00

this computer i am using now somehow got itself infected by some stupid virus. And when i say some, i mean SOME, as in, PLURAL. Yesterday the family went out to somewhere near hougang. i have no idea where that is. it was kind of fun, but nerve- wrecking.

the teacher did say that we could write what was our " first" on our lotus and our name. So me and mungyu had this crazy idea that we could frame somebody by writing something really really embarassing and sign it off as another person.

I HATE MY MOTHER. I HATE HER. SO WHAT IF I DON'T HAVE SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF MYSELF AND LIKE STUPID THINGS LIKE STUDYING AND PLAYING THE PIANO. EXCUSE ME, I WAS FORCED TO DO ALL THOSE. IT IS NOT MY FAULT I CHANGE INTERESTS QUICKLY. I HATE HER FOR SIDING MY BROTHER AND SAYING ITS MY FAULT HE SITS BESIDE ME WHILE I AM USING THE COMPUTER. STUPID FUCKING BITCH AND BASTARD. I am very sure no one else has to beg her YOUNGER brother to let her use the computer with peace. I HATE HIM. i hate him as much as Eunice. lets hope this two don't have sex together cus their child will be a nightmare. or rather, i hope they do and then die together and these horrible people will disappear from this world with non left. I HATE THEM. the more i think of it, they more they seem right for each other. pity my idiotic brother already has a girlfriend or else those two will definitely click. STUPID EVIL MEAN MOTHER AND BROTHER AND BITCH EUNICE LEE... PISS ME OFF!

2006-07-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Jeeezz. If you have heard the rumour somehow or another, i am here to confirm that it is true. Yes, Aaron proposed to yingxue yesterday.
what happened yesterday:

(Aaron kneeling to the class board)
me and mungyu: aaron is proposing to the board.!!!!
aaron: huh? i thought its yingxue.

if you don't believe, you can ask mungyu.

---------

today there are a number of things i need to thank God for:

1. allowing me to have enough time to reach MOELC without being too late.
2. allowing me to realise that the girl i grew up with who is/ was actually beautiful and a babe, is now ugly. and her bro is tooooooo fat. ( because her mum showed us pictures just now. damn sexy, that woman)
3. helping me not to remember my feud just now.

yes, that's 3 things in all.

reasons why i want to quit french:
1. it is boring
2. it takes up too much time
3. I WANT TO GO HOME!!!
4. i want less time spent on this kind of things
5. time is wasted on the mrt while going home
6. TOO MUCH HOMEWORK
7. my mood is changed completely to worse when the word " 3rd language" or "french" is mentioned the day before the day with french

reason why i should not quit:
my pocket money will be reduced to a measy $10 only a week.

--

i am being punished or something. it is idiotic. there are new rules to using the computer: i am not allowed to instant message so that i won't anger my dad or play games and stufff. worst rules EVER invented. although these do not apply to my brother. LIFE IS SO UNFAIR. when i was primary 5, my mum would be like " you are in primay 5 now, your work/ homework is more than your brother. it is alot"
and now that he is in primary 5, he gets ZERO lectures about " you are in primary 5 now, of course you will have more homework/ work than before". i know he is smarter than me. and that they think i am totally stupid because i don't want to kill myself by going to Dunman High. That is SUICIDE. Apparently, my parents don't understand. I know i will NEVER be able to get along with Dunman guys, girls, whatever.
totally stupid. i wish my mum will stop using that " if you don't do __, i will go back to taiwan and leave you to rot with your children" line again with my father.

2006-07-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

I LOST TO TWO PATHETIC BOYS just now. Sadly. 47 to 50. i could hve won if not for our newly revised rules. 1st shot- if out, points won't change. My stupid idiot brother and my 14-year-old neighbour were in a team.
its good to live in a nighbourhood like mine. i mean, we kids, grow up together and have, for like, six years. they wrestled on the platform. i was the commentator.
it started off horrendously because a couple was making out in our playing area. We managed to scare them away by "accidently" throwing the shuttlecock their way and made a fuss out of the shuttlecock stuck in the tree.
Some adults joined us at the bench to watch us. it is not exactly wonderful. they kept laughing at us as though we were idiots and didn't know they were secretly laughing, covering their mouth with their hands.
you can see how horrible my english is now. this is due to the lack of reading enough books. i am not allowed now. school is on. i just bring my mini novel to school but i have read it so many times, skipping some disgusting parts.

Artist: SANDI THOM
Song: I WISH I WAS A PUNK ROCKER
Album: SMILE, IT CONFUSES PEOPLE (2006)

Chorus] Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
I was born too late and to a world that doesn't care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
When the head of state didn't play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and when radio was king,
When accountants didn't have control
And the media couldn't buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didn't know everything
[Chorus]
When popstars still remained a myth
And ignorance could still be bliss
And when God Saved the Queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
When my mom and dad were in their teens
and anarchy was still a dream
and the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail
[Chorus]
When record shops were on top
and vinyl was all that they stocked
and the super info highway was still drifting out in space
kids were wearing hand me downs, and playing games meant kick arounds
and footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face
[Chorus]
I was born too late to a world that doesn't care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

this lyrics are kind of weird. i mean, which punk wishes to have flowers in their hair? would someone from chemical romance have flowers on their hair. i will bet they don't want to be caught dead like that. PINK will probably do it. she is not exactly a punk rocker though. this song is really nice. it has an edge to it. IT ROCKS!!!!

2006-06-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

i have stupidly forgotton to announce my good news. i didn'r get an egg for french after all. i got 62.5% and i am satisfied already. As long as i passed...

2006-06-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

malcom in the middle rocks!!!

been listening to that PINK cd simin gave me and... IT ROCKS!!!! Or rather, Pink ROCKS. i especially love " dear mr president". its really good.

STUPID BROTHER!!! DOESN'T HE HAVE ANYTHING TO DO BESIDES COUNTING DOWN TO WHEN I MUST STOP USING THE COMPUTER OR FIND A CHANCE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT ME???

" TELL ME WHAt you want, what you really really want. tell me what you want, what you really really want!!" n, not again. stupid song is taking over me. because I LOVE IT !!!!

NOW, I am off to sleep.. i haven studied for french for the entire holidays. i CONFESS I DID NOT. I FOUND something to do. a new hobby. to replace the piano. not that i ever liked it!! i HATE playing the piano. i love my new hobby since i chose it myself.

2006-06-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong really loves my company Hes more than a man and this is more than love the reason that this guy is blue the clouds are rolling inbecause I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...a murderer I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hairpreparing for another day A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly as if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A liar didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go and we know it very well cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him insideto know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...a murderer Our love Is trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore (anymore)I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the doorI see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his lifeI don't wanna be...a murderer (a murderer)No no no noYeah yeah yeah

THIS SONG - UNFAITHFUL BY RIHANNA IS HILARIOUS!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
RIRST OF ALL IT IS RIDICULOUS,
MAINLY BECAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT
IT IS JUST STUPID. NOBODY HAS TO AGREE WITH ME. JUST MY STUPID OPINION.
IT REALLY IS FUNNY.
RIHANNA MUST THINK THE GUY IS SO DESPERATE FOR HER OR SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-15T19:26:00.000+08:00

high fever yesterday.still recovering from shock. one more time i watch I'M NOT STUPID 2 i might crack. my bro is crazy about it. i wake up to it and fall asleep to it almost everyday.
getting used to life without school. wondering if i will ever get use to life with school.

2006-06-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

i did some research recently and found out why Jehovah Witnesses are banned in Singapore.
below is an adaption from a website i researched.
http://atheism.about.com/library/irf/irf04/blirf_singapore.htm

Restrictions on Religious Freedom ( read if interested. If not, don't bother)

The Government restricts certain religions by application of the Societies Act. In 1982, the Minister for Home Affairs dissolved the Holy Spirit Association for the Unification of World Christianity, also known as the Unification Church. In 1972, the Government deregistered and banned the Singapore Congregation of Jehovah's Witnesses on the grounds that its existence was prejudicial to public welfare and order because its members refuse to perform military service (obligatory for all male citizens), salute the flag, or swear oaths of allegiance to the State. At the time, there were approximately 200 Jehovah's Witnesses in the country; now there are approximately 2,000. Although the Court of Appeals in 1996 upheld the rights of members of Jehovah's Witnesses to profess, practice, and propagate their religious belief, and the Government does not arrest members for being believers, the result of deregistration has been to make public meetings of Jehovah's Witnesses illegal. Nevertheless, since the 1996 ruling, no charges have been brought against persons attending or holding Jehovah's Witness meetings in private homes.

The Maintenance of Religious Harmony Act, which was prompted by actions that the Government perceived as threats to religious harmony, including aggressive and "insensitive" proselytizing and "the mixing of religion and politics," allows the Government to restrain leaders and members of religious groups and institutions from carrying out political activities, "exciting disaffection against" the Government, creating "ill will" between religious groups, or carrying out subversive activities. The act also prohibits judicial review of its enforcement or of any possible denial of rights arising from it.

The Presidential Council on Religious Harmony reports to the Minister for Home Affairs on matters affecting the maintenance of religious harmony that are referred to the council by the Minister or by Parliament. The council also considers and makes recommendations to the Minister on restraining orders referred to the council by the Minister. Such orders are directed at individuals to restrain them from causing feelings of enmity, hatred, ill will, or hostility among various religious groups or to restrain them from mixing religion with politics. The orders place individuals on notice that they should not repeat such acts, and advise them that failure to comply would result in prosecution in a court of law.

The Government does not tolerate speech or actions, including ostensibly religious speech or action, that affect racial and religious harmony and sometimes issues restraining orders barring persons from taking part in such activities.
Missionaries, with the exception of members of Jehovah's Witnesses and representatives of the Unification Church, are permitted to work and to publish and distribute religious texts. However, while the Government does not prohibit evangelical activities, in practice it discourages activities that might upset the balance of intercommunal relations. In the period covered by this report, authorities did not detain any members of Jehovah's Witnesses for proselytizing.

The Government has banned all written materials published by the International Bible Students Association and the Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society, both publishing arms of Jehovah's Witnesses. In practice this has led to confiscation of Bibles published by the groups, although the Bible itself has not been outlawed. A person in possession of banned literature can be fined up to $1,176 (S$2,000) and jailed up to 12 months for a first conviction.

In 2003, the authorities seized Jehovah's Witnesses' literature on 30 occasions from individuals attempting to cross the Malaysia-Singapore land border. In 13 cases, authorities warned Jehovah's Witnesses but did not press charges. The other 17 cases remain open. At the end of the period covered by this report, 11 individuals were detained briefly for attempting to bring Jehovah's Witnesses publications into the country. The literature was confiscated, but no charges had been filed.
During the period covered by this report, two Jehovah's Witnesses students were suspended for failure to sing the national anthem and participate in the flag ceremony. Letters received by their parents stated clearly that they were welcome to return to school if they were willing to sing the anthem and salute the flag. In April 2001, a public school teacher, also a member of Jehovah's Witnesses, resigned after being threatened with dismissal for refusing to participate in singing the national anthem.

In October 1999, the Government proposed compulsory education for all children, which prompted concern from the Malay/Muslim community regarding the fate of madrassas (Islamic religious schools). In response the Government exempted madrassa students from compulsory attendance in national schools when the legislation was enacted in October 2000. However, madrassas were given 8 years from the time the law went into effect to achieve minimum academic standards or they would no longer be allowed to teach core secular subjects such as science, mathematics, and English. Compulsory education began with the school term that started in January 2003.

The debate over the "tudung" (woman's headscarf) continued. In early 2002, three female Muslim secondary school students were suspended from public schools for continuing to wear the tudung in violation of school uniform requirements. A fourth girl's parents withdrew her from school over the same issue. The girls' parents objected to the suspensions and filed a lawsuit. The lawsuit was later withdrawn. In February 2002, an opposition leader criticized the Government's ban on wearing of tudungs in public schools during a speech at "Speakers' Corner," which occupies a portion of a public park. He continued despite a police warning that the speech violated the venue's restrictions against discussing sensitive ethnic or religious issues in public. In July 2002, he was convicted of violating the Public Entertainment and Meetings Act and was fined $1,765 (S$3,000); fines over $1,176 (S$2,000) automatically bar a person from seeking public office for 5 years.

The Women's Charter, enacted in 1961, gives women, among other rights, the right to own property, conduct trade, and receive divorce settlements. Muslim women enjoy most of the rights and protections of the Women's Charter; however, for the most part, Muslim marriage law falls under the administration of the Muslim Law Act, which empowers the Shari'a court to oversee such matters. Those laws allow Muslim men to practice polygyny. Requests to take additional wives may be refused by the Registry of Muslim Marriages, which solicits the views of existing wives and reviews the financial capability of the husband. Of the approximately 4,000 Muslim marriages registered in 2001, only 20 were polygynous.

At the end of the period covered by this report, there were 21 members of Jehovah's Witnesses incarcerated in the Armed Forces Detention Barracks because they refused to carry out the legal obligation for all male citizens to serve in the Armed Forces. There were no known conscientious objectors other than members of Jehovah's Witnesses during the period covered by this report. The initial sentence for failure to comply with the military service requirement is 15 months' imprisonment, to which 24 months are added upon a second refusal. Subsequent failures to perform required annual military reserve duty result in 40-day sentences; a 12-month sentence is usual after four such refusals.

2006-06-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

i wonder if i will ever finish those crap homework. Lately there is barely anyone online so i don't bother too. been listening to craig david's <>. it rocks and has this wonderful tune. one of the many songs i love but can't sing. BOOOOO... so sad. i am not a good singer i might add. but i know how to comfort myself on this.
all i have to do is to compare my singing to my brother's. great comfort!

plan for this week:
wed: movie? and orchard ( probably till midnight or something)
thurs: pula ubin? (whole day?) i mean is there so much to do there?

gee. i don't know how to spell it and have never been there before.
i don't know why but i have always thought it as a cemetery posing as an island. silly, but isn't it? i guess i will find out on thursday.

i can't wait for friday. i can finally play badminton then. gonna show that guy living on the tenth floor that it DOES NOT mean that i have not played for months, i am a NUDE! he got me pissed all right. i won him and my brother last week and i will show him what GIRL POWER is this week. I SHALL WIN! I WILL WIN!!

"Craig David Don't Love You No More (i'm Sorry) lyrics"
[VERSE 1]For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl (tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long (i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games (silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone (I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state (inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
[CHORUS]
[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

pics i drew on the whiteboard

2006-06-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

2006-06-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

i have FINALLY changed my skin after attempting to design it for so long. i have to say it has been the best one i have ever done so far. but you may not think this way. nevermind. as long as I like it...

my 2 better blogskins so far...

confessions
hil duff

okay. they are kind of complicated but i like them anyway.

had a horrendous yesterday. my mom cut my fringe till i looked like a 6 year old. said i looked 'younger'. then we went to suntec. imagine going to suntec- a mall in the wondrous CITY in a 6 year old haircut. she assumed it looked like how all 13 year olds should be. yeah right. all 13 year olds are supposed to look 7 years younger.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2006-05-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

CAN' T

BELIEVE

GUY

ACCORDING TO

TICKLE TESTS!

2006-05-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

oh sheesh, these are getting a bit out of hand...

Pa, your celebrity look is the Casual Look!
Forget fussy routines and beauty salons, you're all about the Casual Look. For you, a freewheeling, low-maintenance lifestyle is a simple virtue. Your sporty look comes complete with natural, feminine charm and a cute, sun-kissed glow that speaks volumes about your healthy approach to life.

Pa, your celebrity soul mate is someone who's Cute
Your natural, no nonsense approach to life is like a breath of fresh air in the hoopla of Hollywood. A sweetheart like you would be best matched with a celeb who's as down-to-earth as you are. Someone who is cute and fun to be around is what it'll take to make your heart go pitter-patter. A cutie pie like Renee Zellweger is just what the love doctor ordered for you.

Pa, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Topple Your Evil Stepsisters
Whether you're battling evil stepsisters, arguing against an unfair grade, or trying to put a bully in their place, one thing's for sure — you fight for the underdog. Let's face it: The world's not always fair. But you, more than others, know you can help make a difference.

Pa, your music match is a Sexy Pop Prince

You'll be more than justified in your reign as the prince of pop. With your sweet yet sexy, down-home demeanor, you're sure to leave oodles of fans gasping for air. Like your music match, Justin Timberlake, you're a good guy with both feet planted on the ground, except maybe when you're busting out your moves on the dance floor.You're not the sort to let fame go to your head. No matter how high your star rises, you'll stay true to yourself and the people who helped you along the way. With your big heart and generous nature, it's no wonder you've already got loads of admiring fans. You go!

NOTICE

2006-05-30T13:36:00.001+08:00

SHIT!!! i must have been crazy to post the previous thing. please ignore it. i take back everything i said. i was

only having a mental breakdown. thanks.

2006-05-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

i just took the SMO. i do not how to do 30 something out of the 35 questions. I'M DEAD! and pissed. i don't even understand the questions!!!!!

SAW THAT GUY TODAY AGAIN. ITS LIKE THE FIFTH TIME. SO HOT, SO HOT SO HOT!!!!!

2006-05-30T07:29:00.000+08:00

in 2 HOURS TIME, I WILL BE TAKING, SMO!!! OMG. IT IS NOW 7.30AM. I KNOW I WON'T WIN ANYTHING, SAD TO SAY. I WONDER IF I WILL GET ANYTHING CORRECT...

2006-05-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

at tickle tests...yeah, again

Pa, you've been crowned Miss Compassionate
You're a smart, sensitive soul who cares a lot about your friends — and the world around you. The judges surely noticed that you truly believe in what you're saying, and that you've got a way of inspiring those around you to rally for your cause, whether that means recycling religiously, or just being friendly to the new kid on the block.

CRAP!

Pa, you're hip with the social squad
Some people think studying will get them ahead. Others rely on schmoozing. But a fun-loving mix-and-mingler like you would rather explore what's out there before making any big decisions. Whether you indulge it or not, you've got a bit of a wild side that makes you curious about everything and everyone. The first person to arrive at a big event and the last one to leave — that's your style.

AS IF!!!!

LIST THEM OUT

2006-05-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

song that lasted shortest in my phone: Fort Minor - Where'd You Go
song that lasted longest in my phone: Rumours - Lindsay Lohan

At tickle tests...

Pa, your movie star double is Benjamin Bratt
A magnetic man like you needs to be played by someone who knows how to get an audience's attention — and keep it. That's why Benjamin Bratt would be a great leading man in the movie of your life. Underneath your sometimes quieter demeanor, there's an undeniable attraction that draws people to you, your thoughts, and your ideals. There's just something about you that has people screaming for more. But that's a good thing since you probably thrive when you're being social, promoting your causes and getting out and about to see the world.

EXCUSE ME? I AM A MAN?????

Pa, your style profile is Cute and Casual
When it comes to fashion, you're neither master nor slave. You love cute clothes (after all, you are a girl) but refuse to make it your life's work. That said, you do have your favorites — including a splurge or two. But it's okay; we won't let your secret out.

errr... ok...

Pa, your pop star style is Loud 'n Proud!
Shy? You? Never. You've got a lot to say and you're not afraid to say it — you probably freely give advice to your friends and family, have strong opinions about all kinds of issues, and love to laugh, sing, and be the life of the party (You just might get a kick out of arguing, too). A limelight lover like you would have no problem strutting your stuff on stage.

AS IF!

Pa, your TV family is the Cleavers!
White picket fences, pearl necklaces, lots of "golly gees"... Sound familiar? It should, because your family is most like Leave It to Beaver's Cleaver clan. Traditional and as all-American as apple pie, Ward, June, Wally, and the Beav are your TV soulmates.

i have no idea what that is.

anything can happen at the MRT station/ on the MRT

2006-05-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

i would really like to 'thanks' the mrt crew for their absolutely STUPID mistake. Got me really pissed yesterday. At city hall, they announced it was tiong bahru and i ALMOST got off the train... but luckily i checked the outside and realised it was city hall. and at raffles place, they announced tanjong pagar. than, at outram park, they announced tiong bahru again.
i didn't check this time. and i got off. STUPID STUPID STUPID. but not to worry, i reached my destination correctly in the end. YAY!!! luckily i got in a better mood by the time i reached tiong bahru and did not sue them. those LUCKY people...

THE YELLOW LINE

i met a couple of stupid kids on the way home talking about why the yellow line at the mrt station was there and why we are told not to step over it.

(kid 1 steps over yellow line)

his mum: don't step over the yellow line EVER again! later when the staff comes because they saw you, i will just PRETEND i DON'T KNOW you. ( completely in broken English)

kid 1: why cannot step over the yellow line?

kid 2: because when the train comes, the train will crash into you.

kid 1: (being equally stupid) no, maybe it is because they scared we throw our lollipops into the thing where the train is.

kid 3:( angry of being ignored) i don't friend you already.

_____________________________________________

2006-05-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

oh great. i have had a wonderful day. and i am so sacarstic. besides realising suddenly that i have renee's drama lesson today, i have counted that i have spent 10 1/2 hours in school. WHAT A WASTE OF TIME! some things that saves time are to stay at home and listen to songs and SLEEP and play on the computer...
just watched entertainment today on channel five. found out something...
Angelina Jolie is such a FAKE! she once said something about won't having her own baby after knowing that there are over a million children wordwide without a home. and the next thing you know, she is pregnant with Brad Pitt's kid. she might as well shut her thick ass mouth and not say something like that than leaving a bad impression of herself on others.
And Brad Pitt isn't the bad one. Angelina Jolie probably did something to make him like her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... SO MUCH CRAP.

2006-05-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Starting fr0m this Saturday and ending 2something june this year is g0nna be so c00l. Cause i w0n't see any pathetic b0ys wh0 i kn0w besides my br0ther wh0 i kn0w, during this w0nderful peri0d. D0 i hear the fireworks n0w? 0h, and of course, stupid brother secretly crying cause he can't see his cute little girlfriend with horrible taste in boys. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... KIDDING. yeah, not very funny. t00 bad!
i know i am going to fail this french test today. I WILL FLUNK IT! i am not cursing myself or anything because that is true. i can already see the 0/65 marks written in the yucky red ink on the edge of the test paper. Definitely not a good sign.
now i have to hurry and turn on the radio. BECAUSE NEW WESTERN SONGS ARE OUT! YES! and i know because i heard lots of new songs during the 1 hour i was listening to the radio yesterday. and i can listen to them! music is getting better nowadays with nick lachey, pussycat dolls and Bo Bice.etc. finally i know that the runner-up of american idol last year wasn't "bullbites". Its BO BICE! My 'kind' friend told me that. maybe i will just forget those quotation marks surrounding the word kind. but nevermind. nobody will mind...

2006-05-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

i just found the most wonderful receipe on how to ruin your day.
things needed: a TIANQI,
groupwork thing

steps:

1. when you need to choose a group for your project, choose tianqi to be in your group.
2. when he is in your group, he will not cooperate and will do everything a worst teammate or group-mate can do.
3. YOU HAVE NOW RUINED YOUR GOOD DAY!

_____________________________________________________________________________________
just a simple 3 steps to ruin a day!
CAUTION! there maybe certain side effects that are still unknown.

2006-05-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh great. i just realised that there is a problem with the scrollbars. they are working funny. it won't be easy to solve that problem. i think i am going to change that blogskin too. i HATE pink now. and the design is like shit! worst of all, i just realised i haven't bought a single copy of SMASHHITS! this year and i am missing out in the newer upcoming events in the western world. have to grab a copy soon...before i DIE of lack of western influence or whatever you call that.

my new neighbours will be moving in soon. in june. they are a muslim couple with two kids. SMALL kids. uuurrrgghhh! i loathe little kids who cry and run around being so stupid. what a nightmare. hope those kids will be much better than those screaming freaks on the MRT who i see almost everyday. i am suprised the windows of the MRT did not crack during or after their screaming. Good luck to me.

i saw the stupid couple today AGAIN on the MRT. secondary pupils i think. they were wearing their school uniforms and just my bad luck, they stood opposite me. AND started touching each other. GRRROOOOSSSSSSS. IN FRONT OF EVERYONE.

Ggggggrrrrrrrr...

2006-05-16T18:37:00.000+08:00

Eunice shall die. she can be pissed with me for all she wants but that is her problem. she can love that ***** person who is just a *****!!!! i hate that khs woman and i will never forget how she ruined my childhood. she is a ***** and i want the whole world to know that. only *****es like her will like her! i will spam that 6/1 shit blog because it is like a pile of dung. who can be "frenz forever" with a couple of *****es? huh? i hate her! i hate Lim! and her stupid pets, or ex- pets! she can **** WING KIT for all she wants but that doesn't mean she can try to ruin me. I HATE HER AND THOSE CREEPS WHO LOVE HER!

TOP IN MY LIST!!

2006-05-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

i was leafing through some old copies of SMASHHITS! and tried to compare the songs last year and this year. i am sooo past GREEN DAY << AMERICAN IDIOT>>, GWEN STEFANI << L.A.M.B>>... So i decided to created a list of my favourite celebrities currently...top 10... and top 10 songs i love...

TOP 10 CELEBRITIES:

1. hilary duff < she is always number 1 on my list, new movie soon, food fight>
2. lindsay lohan < she is a true belle girl, new movie soon, Lady Luck>
3. jojo
4. Ne- yo < his songs just rock... can't imagine life without him...>
5. Jesse McCartney < so hot!!! so cute!! but he has a ugly girlfriend... too bad>
6. fallout boys < dance dance!!>
7. jason mraz < nice song, that geek in the pink>
8. pink! < she is a GIRL, so it is silly for her to sing a song called STUPID GIRLS!>
9. pierre from simple plan < still rocks as ever!!>
10. joel madden from good charlotte < have to say hil has good taste...>

TOP 10 SONGS:

1. geek in the pink < jason mraz>
2. don't cha < pussycat dolls>
3. invisible < clay aiken>
4. dance dance < fallout boys>
5. burn it ( or something like that...) < usher>
6. we believe < good charlotte>
7. catch your way < last season's runner-up for american idol... bullbites?>
8. its gonna be me < i don't know the artist>
9. so sick < ne-yo>
10. just the girl < click five>

the end!!! yay!!!

#%(^%$@%(^$#%

2006-05-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

i am crazzy and angry... i remember what yingxue said about me the other day. she said that i AM very "extra" because i am the only one in class who does not listen to chinese music and go crazy over american guys, songs, movies. i mean, CAN I HELP IT? it is in me! i can't change the fact that i LOVE the above mentioned, but hey, no need to hurt my feelings like that! anyway it was just a small comment by her, so i will just ignore it from this second and get on with life...

this morning, i woke up this this really cranky mood and forgot to bring my phone to school. it is my LIFELINE!!!! anyway, good thing i am still alive. i am so young and i will not let all the embaressing things i do ruin my life. good thing because just now during french i did something really stupid.
the guys were 'forced' to make a french conversation and i was damn bored. so i sort of rested on the table. then teacher was like," are you listening?". i thought she said " are you sleeping?" so i said "no". haha, so funny... yeah right! i laughed anyway. i guess it IS funny in a way...
so teacher chose me for the next conversation. with the other RV girl. i was supposed to have been seen by her with a guy the night before... i was like 'OY MY GOD!!!" i am only 13, no chance of that!!! then we didn't know how to start. so tacher gave us an example. she said " you ask her '*&$@$#^*%#^&*' which means who was that handsome boy you were with last night? and you answer'*#!@%&*%' which is a name or something." and she made up some more stupid questions like " what did you do last night?". "what time did you go home?" EEEEEWWWWWWWWW... the class were like hooting or something. luckily it isn't my school class, or i will be teased and teased till i finally die of embaressment which i don't want to happen.

i am going to post again in a few minutes...

SOMETHING

2006-05-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

okay... there is nothing here. the only way i worked on this blog is to create the template again and again. i mean... that IS more fun than posting. i created the pic myself and i am proud of it. enjoy it... even if you hate her... just DO...

OMG... that is a good picture... JESSE MCCARTNEY ROCKS!!!!