if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
10:59 PM
i just got scolded by my mum. you can imagine my wonderful mood now. she went
"you are so irresponsible. remember to...^$%*&^%$#..."
"i can't wait for you to get married. then you will stop bugging me with your irresponsible lazy computer- magnet geek attitude." (i translated this. excuse my lousy translation. i'm not much of a bilingual kid)
and the rebellious me went
" you keep telling me not to have a boyfriend or whatever. how do you expect me to get married?"
she laughed and i ignored her. I MEAN, I WASN'T JOKING OR SOMETHING. I WAS BEING SERIOUS. WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK I AM KIDDING WHEN I AM SERIOUS AND THINK I AM SERIOUS WHEN I AM KIDDING?????!!! WHY?!
i admit it. i AM lazy and irresponsible but can't she just stop the crap? YES, I AM LAZIER, STUPIDER, UGLIER, FATTER AND MORE BRAINLESS THAN HER. HAPPY NOW? YOU CAN COMPARE ALL YOU WANT. I WONDER WHY I DON'T GET TO COMPARE YOU WITH OTHER MOTHERS!
today another bad thing happened. i am really tired of this already. life sucks the way it is. i wonder why some people want a long life. LONG LIFE MEANS LONG SUFFERING ON EARTH. GEDDIT? my dad's boss did a very irresponsible bad thing. i don't know how to describe it, so i use this word- bad. seems to be the best word so far. DON'T TRUST bosses. my dad's boss blamed my dad for all the losses of the company just because he had no one to put the blame on and that my dad was one of the managers in charge of the china workers.
I MEAN EXCUSE ME MISTER, MY FATHER HAS BEEN WORKING DAY AND NIGHT FOR THIS STUPID COMPANY SO HARD AND YET YOU BLAME HIM FOR YOUR LOSSES. JUMP DOWN, YOU ASS! HE COMES BACK AT MIDNIGHT AND LEAVES HOME EARLY IN THE MORNING. THE OVERTIME TOTALLED UP IS PROBABLY EQUAL TO THE TIME YOU PROBABLY SPEND IN THE OFFICE FOR A WEEK. WAKE UP, YOU SHAMELESS BALDY CREEP!!!! HE CAME ALL THE WAY BACK FROM THAILAND, SACRIFICING HIS HIGH-PAY JOB FOR THE FAMILY... AND YOU???!!!
my dad was right to resign. you need him more than you think. YOU WILL REGRET BLAMING HIM. better resign with his pride kept intact rather than being scrutinised by you, huh?
you can see how lowly you are. no matter your rank, you are still a lowly freak
i am not exactly a professional at saving money and using money wisely too. God, help him please.
noted*