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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Friday, October 13, 2006
10:26 PM

i am really upset with my EOY results. i dropped so so so much in my favourite subjects. i got unexpected results for subjects i suspected a lot that i would fail.
here are my horrendous killer results so that you don't need to ask me face to face and sun4 bian4 tell me your high marks, okay? i don't want to know. just want to compare with myself...
english= paper 1 sec B: 21/30
= paper 2 sec A: 8/10
sec B: 13/20
math= ( A TOTAL MISERY)
= paper 1: 36/42 ONLY! crap marks
= paper 2: 33/50 EVEN WORSER> HOW PATHETIC!! maths is my best subject actually.but...now...
science= mcq: 25/30 YAY!!! my only so-so result
= biology: 13/30 YES I FAILED>
= chemistry: 16.5/30 ALMOST FAILED
= physics: 19.5/30 SUPPOSED TO BE EASY but...
geography= 72.5/100

tomorrow is RV open house. it shall also be one of the most boring days of my life. first rocket launching demostration, then the IDIOTIC WASTE-OF-TIME crap thing.
the truth is i don't really like my cca, its like... the cliques are really... too obvious. i am in my own clique. i am the leader. my clique consists of me, myself and i. that's about it. actually, i would rather go for a cca which lets me learn something for every minute i am there, instead of sitting around doing meaningless things.

i want a short life. so time is precious. that's why i think time is more precious than money. i want to know, to learn something during curriculum time. i want to know things. computer games, poker cards... AT LEAST something can be learnt. the art of cards. the wonder of how games are created!! how many people who say they love computer games ever wonder how those games are created? my guess is not many. my brother definitely doesn't. obviously not. know- nothing- twits.

my point of today's post is actually to scold a particular bitch i am very, extremely, unbelievably angry and PISSED WITH. BITCH, I THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I HATE YOU. YOU SUCK. YOU SUCK. YOU SUCK. YOU ENJOY SUCKING YOUR OWN BEAUTIFUL PERFECT NIPPLES. A-HA! BITCH. HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH ME?! THIS IS A LESSON FOR YOU TO LEARN. NEVER MESS WITH. IF YOU DO WANT TO, OR DO NOT MIND, I SUGGEST YOU PREPARE YOUR COFFIN. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, I MIGHT ADD.

bye bye. i shall continue your insulting tomorrow. TA-TA, BITCH! "SWEET" DREAMS, lucky baby


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Thursday, October 12, 2006
10:26 PM

today was really boring. i failed two things for EOY. good thing i was prepared. biology and math paper 2. i am not depressed or anything. this is called being MENTALLY PREPARED. and i am wonderful in getting myself to be that, so no shocker over there. tomorrow we will probably be getting our L.A, Chinese, the rest of math paper 2 results back? i am so dead.
i need to score well. correction.
i WANT to score well. correction.
WHO DOESN'T?
the suspense is killing me. might as well get over this agony as soon as possible. i want to wait no more. it is depressing.

whenever the package of lousy results is flung into our already heavy load, there is one point to consider. HOW THE HECK DO WE RELATE OUR FAILURES TO OUR PARENTS. they never understand. in other words, i'm dead. one way is to just spill the ass and surrender to your saddening fate.

today chinese teacher so fierce. scold me and simin for whispering!!! teachers aways say they can stand whispering, this is SO contradicting! i lied to her. actually we weren't really discussing about how we were going to surrender and die... boring boring boring.we were supposed to listen to a debate on the history of china. as a not-very-approving person of china, WHY WOULD I WANT TO KNOW ITS HISTORY??!! that's lame!! totally lame.

whatever. i mean, i don't listen during chinese lessons. then again, DO YOU?
i am crapping, so this english is so atrocious to a level that i am about to puke. so to prevent myself from puking, i am signing off for now...


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
10:59 PM

i just got scolded by my mum. you can imagine my wonderful mood now. she went
"you are so irresponsible. remember to...^$%*&^%$#..."
"i can't wait for you to get married. then you will stop bugging me with your irresponsible lazy computer- magnet geek attitude." (i translated this. excuse my lousy translation. i'm not much of a bilingual kid)
and the rebellious me went
" you keep telling me not to have a boyfriend or whatever. how do you expect me to get married?"

she laughed and i ignored her. I MEAN, I WASN'T JOKING OR SOMETHING. I WAS BEING SERIOUS. WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK I AM KIDDING WHEN I AM SERIOUS AND THINK I AM SERIOUS WHEN I AM KIDDING?????!!! WHY?!

i admit it. i AM lazy and irresponsible but can't she just stop the crap? YES, I AM LAZIER, STUPIDER, UGLIER, FATTER AND MORE BRAINLESS THAN HER. HAPPY NOW? YOU CAN COMPARE ALL YOU WANT. I WONDER WHY I DON'T GET TO COMPARE YOU WITH OTHER MOTHERS!

today another bad thing happened. i am really tired of this already. life sucks the way it is. i wonder why some people want a long life. LONG LIFE MEANS LONG SUFFERING ON EARTH. GEDDIT? my dad's boss did a very irresponsible bad thing. i don't know how to describe it, so i use this word- bad. seems to be the best word so far. DON'T TRUST bosses. my dad's boss blamed my dad for all the losses of the company just because he had no one to put the blame on and that my dad was one of the managers in charge of the china workers.

I MEAN EXCUSE ME MISTER, MY FATHER HAS BEEN WORKING DAY AND NIGHT FOR THIS STUPID COMPANY SO HARD AND YET YOU BLAME HIM FOR YOUR LOSSES. JUMP DOWN, YOU ASS! HE COMES BACK AT MIDNIGHT AND LEAVES HOME EARLY IN THE MORNING. THE OVERTIME TOTALLED UP IS PROBABLY EQUAL TO THE TIME YOU PROBABLY SPEND IN THE OFFICE FOR A WEEK. WAKE UP, YOU SHAMELESS BALDY CREEP!!!! HE CAME ALL THE WAY BACK FROM THAILAND, SACRIFICING HIS HIGH-PAY JOB FOR THE FAMILY... AND YOU???!!!

my dad was right to resign. you need him more than you think. YOU WILL REGRET BLAMING HIM. better resign with his pride kept intact rather than being scrutinised by you, huh?

you can see how lowly you are. no matter your rank, you are still a lowly freak

i am not exactly a professional at saving money and using money wisely too. God, help him please.


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Tuesday, October 10, 2006
9:15 PM

http://www.blogskins.com/info/112310-- MUST GO. NO, YOU BETTER GO!! OR ELSE...
kidding. i made this skin and am extremely satisfied and ecstatic! so go check it out!!! now!!! but only 6 people downloaded it. but i don't care. i love it!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! thank you huixin for helping me!! i was like asking so many things and yet you were patient enough. i am really glad to have a friend like you. thank you so much. :) * wink wink*

haha. anyway, today was an uneventful day. i just hung around in my room making the skin while chatting. my poor computer is damn tired and pissed? with me. i just when to blogskins.com, and am so touched. ok. i am EXTREMELY TOUCHED. so so so touched. no, i did not see a touching blogskin or anything. what i saw was not only very cool, but warm and nice. like a friendly message. its really good. :)

don't guess what it is. i don't want to say. :) i am a newbie.

shit. i just remembered i deserted my neopets account. i will definitely go back later. its so fun. :)

i know what this place is missing. SONG LYRICS!!!! LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED, BABY!!!
I'''MMMMMM COMING ON SO YOU BETTER GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!
GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!!
GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!
GET THIS PARTY STARTED ON A SATURDAY NIGHT
EVERYONE'S WAITING FOR ___ ME TO ARRIVE
I WILL LOOKING FLASHY IN A MERCENDES BENZ...
ooooohhh.

I WANT A PORSCHE!!! #@%$^%##@% a PORSCHE.
I WANT A HEADLESS PORSCHE
WIth STEREO
WITH TV
WITH MP3 PLAYER
WITH LEATHER SEATS
WITH BIG SPACE TO STRETCH
WITH PERSONALISE THINGS ALL OVER THE PLACE

sorry.... i was dreaming... haha. oh, my TEMPERATURE IS RISING.
YOU BURNING HOT-A!!
YOU GOT MY TEMPERATURE RISE EL- NIN- YO
YOU TALK STAY-ON OLD FASHION...
I'M WORKING TO MY PASSSSIIIOOON!!!

ok, at least that is how i interprete that song as. i am going bonkers.
IS THERE SOMETHING I HAVEN TRIED?
I NEED RAIN RAIN!!
I'M BURNING UP IN HERE!
RAIN ON US!!

WHOA- NIN YO!!!!!!!

laalaalallaallaallalalalaalalalalalalalala

i played piano for more than an hour today and it got me pissed. its boring and sweaty. i can never appreciate piano music. its difficult-almost impossibe for someone like me who likes rock music to enjoy. difficult. i totally forgot to go to the library again. I NEED MY LIBRARY... books. i NEED BOOKS. I AM STARVING FROM THE LACK OF MY-ESCAPE-FROM-REALITY. i need another fantasy to indulge in. looking for one, baby!

I JUST WANNA LIVE!!! OFF THE LIGHTS AND LIVE IT!!!


shut up, qiting


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

this is sooo stupid. i hate tagboards.
i am going to try make another picture. pray for me that it will be sucessful, ok?


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Monday, October 09, 2006
8:35 PM

top 3 male and female names

guys:
1. jason (isn't this name HOT HOT HOT!!! or what?)
2. jesse (this is a cute one) :)
3.i feel like putting jeffrey here. so here it is. JEFFREY.

whatever.

girls:
1. lindsay (sexy name LINDSAY LOHAN ROCKS. SHE HAS 100% GREAT TALENTS!) (i was going to say figure. but... save it for another time... ;))
2. camillia (felt like putting it here)
3. ashley ( so sweet. guys can be called this too. if they think they are cute and girly enough)


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

today's PSS was DIGUSTING. why did the teachers say that the school discourages students from getting into a relationship. (boy and girl), so WHY THE HELL DID THEY ALLOW THOSE FREAKS TO TORTURE US LIKE THAT, PARTICULARLY ME! WHY?!!! WHY?!! I HATE THAT GUY AND CAN NEVER ACCEPT HIM FOR WHO HE IS! WHY MAKE ME HOLD ON TO THE SAME PIECE OF STRING AS HIM?????????????!!!!!!!!!!! I was half crying and vomitting AT THE SAME TIME. i hate this life. why can't people just get on with their own lives and stop pairing me up with members of the opposite sex?????? especially people i hate or just people who i treat as a normal friends.
I EMPHASISE ON ESPECIALLY PEOPLE I HATE. PLEASE STOP PAIRING ME UP WITH PEOPLE I HATE. F.Y.I, THIS "HATE" IS REALLY SIMPLY PURE HATE, NOT THE DEFINITION THAT YOU LOVE THIS PERSON SO MUCH YOU HATE HIM. NOTE THIS.
ever heard of letting nature take its course (or is it cause???)????????

YOU CAN SAY I AM AND LOOK LIKE HIM OR FAT OR WHATEVER. I WILL HATE YOU FOR PUTTING HIS NAME AND MINE IN THE SAME SENTENCE, MENTION IN THE SAME SENTENCE. I HATE HIM AND WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM. GET MY POINT NOW?!

no matter how horrible my brother is, he is still a gazillion million billion trillion... times better than this ugly disgusting etc etc person. i may dislike my brother so much i even put my display name as "anti- brother" in msn, but at least i talk about him, which shows i don't like him but still accept that we are related. for the disgusting person, i don't even admit he exists.

THIS IS HOW MUCH I HATE HIM. AND THIS IS THE LAST POST HE WILL EVER BE MENTIONED. I JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THE TRUTH AND STOP STARTING THESE STUPID BRAINLESS IMMATURE RUMOURS. I HATE THEM. STOP IT.

I HOPE I GOT MY POINT ACROSS


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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

if you were from kong hwa and was in 6/1 last year. A HUMONGOUS WARNING TO YOU. watch your back. don't walk along dark allies. although this will not work if you are one of those little sexy bitches who enjoy showing off your oh-so wonderful-boobs. guys you are not spared as well. especially that not-albless badminton player. girls might just come and get you. watch your backs, you disgusting sexy beasts...
all theses warnings are because a particular wonderful beautiful sexy babe who decided to put our class photo in the class website.


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