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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Saturday, October 07, 2006
2:32 PM

me again. i am really really bored now. i just scolded that vulgar, dirty- tongued, girl- crazy, disgusting, act- cool, think-himself-as-suave, horrendous, in- love, womaniser otherwise known as my infamous brother. that asshole actually switched on my babe and started playing maple. I HATE HIM. DID I GIVE HIM APPROVAL? NO!! THIS IS MINE AND HE HAS ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT. i threatened to put passwords on both the user accounts of my computer and uninstall maple. guess what? that BASTARD-RASCAL-WOMANISER-GIRL-CRAZY-UGLY-DISGUSTING-FREAKO talked back, which i politely interpreted as "GO AHEAD. DO WHAT YOU WANT" and so the pissed-off me did.

I THINK I DESERVE A PLAGUE FOR BEING ABLE TO SURVIVE LIFE WITH HIM LIVING UNDER THE SAME ROOF.

every single day, he begs me in a forceful way to sign him in into windows messenger for "no possible reason" when the real reason is to check whether YUKE, HANNAH, YUHAN OR SHANISCA is online. he is like so nice to them. and the way he treats me? i am like the person he can take advantage of, his servant, his shortcut to get to his girlfriend using my phone... etc. HE SHOULD PAY ME.

here is something most of you guys out there don't know, so read carefully.
KONG HWA SCHOOL IS A LOUSY SCHOOL. THE PUPILS THERE HAVE HORRENDOUS ATTITUDE. THEY START HAVING BOYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS AND FIRST KISSES AND FIRST DATES AT THE TENDER AGE OF 10.
INFLUENCED BY THEIR SENIORS, THEY START TO ACT COOL, LIKE COOL HAIRSTYLES, GIRLS START WEARING BIKINIS, BOYS SPEND MORE TIME OF THEIR DAY STARING AT THEMSELVES IN THE MIRROR THAN GIRLS, THEY START TO REBEL, TREAT MEMBERS OF THEIR OPPOSITE SEX SO SO SO POLITELY AND NICELY TO ATTRACT THEM TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM. this relationship thing is getting out of hand. I AM THIRTEEN AND MY BROTHER IS ELEVEN. HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. somebody please tell me what is going on with people nowadays!!!! when i was 11, i only treated boys as if they were my girlfriends, NOT as a kissing and making out partner!!!! EVEN THIRTEEN IS TOO YOUNG. DID I JUST MENTION 11????????!!!!!

some parents should at least control their children.
  • give them a phone only in secondary school
  • give them less freedom
  • read their msn chats
  • read their emails

MY ABSOLUTELY 100% WONDERFUL BROTHER HAS TONS OF MESSAGES IN HIS EMAILS CONFIDING WITH OTHER GIRLS ABOUT HIS BOY-GIRL RELATIONSHIP. he smses messages to his girlfriend ON MY FATHER'S PHONE, and does not delete them. my father knows nothing about them.

my mum used to always tell us that if we were to have a boyfriend or girlfriend before we hit 19, she would chase us out of our house. ALWAYS!!! and a particular brave little boy just couldn't bear with life without a girl to hold. he had to break the rule and his wonderful sister-enemy found out all about it on her father's phone. but what did the mother do? NOTHING. NO SCOLDING, NO CHASING. COMPLETELY FORGIVEN AND now they have such a happy time together. IS THIS FAIR???????????????



noted*



if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Friday, October 06, 2006
4:00 PM

hey. no time no see. i was on a hiatus after this babe got confiscated by my mum "for my own good". i mean whatever. maybe a little good. i managed to study without staring at my computer because of the simple fact that IT WASN'T THERE.
do me a favour guys, help me comment on my this blogskin-- click on the names of my blogskins

- jojo
- hilary duff
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i made the images myself. thank you thank you.

i hate my stupid brother. he has been sitting beside me begging for me to sign him into msn. as if i want to help him!!!! its disgusting, the way he stares at my computer screen at whatever i am doing at all my converstations!!!! he keeps entering and re- entering the room to evade my privacy.
i mean parents are like a controller who attempt to ruin lives. my mum took away all my privacy. she took away my bedroom door knob so i can't lock myself in my room and allows my bastard brother to enter my room whenever he wants. YOU TELL ME. IS THIS FAIR? i can't do anything without anyone watching.
OH. HOW LUCKY I AM. IF A MURDERER WOULD ENTER AT NIGHT INTO MY ROOM AND I GET KILLED, YOU CAN BLAME YOURSELF FOR TAKING AWAY MY DOOR KNOB AND ALLOW HIM TO OPENLY ENTER MY ROOM WITHOUT THE SLIGHTEST OF DIFFICULTIES. i would be laughing at you grieving over my pathetic death. i want to die early anyway. i don't want to see myself age and become an old fragile woman. NO WAY.

.luckily the music i listen to are not controlled. i used to be banned from hearing songs with a single word "love" in it because my brother the bastard would complain " mummy, qiting is listening to love songs". now that he himself has had so many boy- girl relationships and listens to much more songs with the word " love" in it, he has stopped.

my writing has deproved and i hoped it will improve. i am pissed so the writing is like shit. sorry for the boredom.


noted*