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if you want to insult me, dare to in my face*

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
8:33 PM

MY PHONE!! HEAL YOURSELF YOU @#^%$^*$%!!!!!!!!!!!!! i don't want to use my father's phone!!! I WANT TO USE YOU!! GET ALIVE, BABY!!! QUICK. before i suffocate and die.

i do not like using my dad's handphone AT ALL. it has none of me in it, just feels like the man himself. as if i dare to ask for a new one. i totally would if i want to die now, of lectures on wastage of money and days of getting scolded, playing piano like the world's least possible next beethoven... i am currently mustering my courage now. i will ask when i eventually collect enough. courage. IMPOSSIBLE. somebody kill me. i don't dare to do it myself. :( sadly.

today was damn boring. sun1 wu2 kong1- that animated- crazy- fool of a monkey who enjoys calling himself a saviour or hero of some kind, is horrendous and @#%$&$ idiotic, providing hours of boredom, with the power to turn hundreds of happy students to sullen, sad, sad people. can't the organisers think of a topic more exciting of a story to tell rather than a story about A STUPID BONEY MONKEY WAVING A LONG STICK AROUND in attempt to kill people or creatures.

my legs were ready to collapse from that monk- praying-like seating position. it sucked. GROWING CHILDREN NEED MORE SPACE. you know, so that their legs can ACTUALLY GROW. like the old-age china ladies, who had to wrap their feet in a disgusting manner to keep their feet disgustingly small and tiny. by seating like that, we are, in a way, trying to stop ourselves from growing because of being binded by the small space of air binding us.

tomorrow is thursday, promotional day, A HOLIDAY, AND GUESS WHAT? THERE IS CCA! DAMN THE CCA. 9AM TO 4PM!!!! I WAKE UP AT 12PM ON HOLIDAYS. COUNT THE HOURS I WILL SKIP SLEEPING!! and 4pm???????????!!!!!!! what the heck do we need 7hours for. i am stage manager and will probably spend those hours sitting away in sad agony. i shall bring all my FEARLESS library books tomorrow. i don't need anyone to wake me up half way through CCA. at all.

( FEARLESS is a book series, not books which are fearless. even with an IQ of only 20, you should know that. i sympathise with you if you have lower than 20) i heard this jessica simpson song a few times just now... its repeating but not that bad. i am a fan of hers and anyway, they are below for your seeing...

Lyrics: Jessica Simpson - I Belong To Me [Artist Lyrics]Album: A Public Affair
Lyrics to Jessica Simpson I Belong To Me

Oh yeah
It's not that I dont wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I dont want to have you in my life baby
it's just you gotta know that its got to be right baby
before I open up my heart to you
I dont need somebody to complete me
I complete myslef
nobody has got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
I gota let you know before I let you in baby
that who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I dont wanna be here with you
I do
I dont need somebody to complete me
I want you to know I give all my love but
I'm not givin' all my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yeah
Love don't mean changin who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be
nobody has got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two,
and if your gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me

it's just you gotta know that its got to be right baby
before I open up my heart to you
I dont need somebody to complete me
I complete myslef
nobody has got to belong to somebody else
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
I gota let you know before I let you in baby
that who I am is not about who I am with baby
That don't mean I dont wanna be here with you
I do
I dont need somebody to complete me
I want you to know I give all my love but
I'm not givin' all my soul
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
and if you're gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me
Oh yeah
Love don't mean changin who you are to be
who somebody wants you to be
nobody has got to belong to nobody
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I don't belong to you
my heart is my posession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two,
and if your gonna love me
you should know this baby
I belong to me






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